Wednesday, February 27, 2013

PAST LIFE REGRESSION CASES ...A TRUE PAST LIFE EXPERIENCE STORY...PAST LIFE REGRESSION CENTER IN CHANDIGARH.....

It was 11:30 pm when we started the session, since i live alone, there was absolute silence. We prepared for the session and started the session with a brief cleansing since I did not require much of cleansing this time.
I was in India, rajisthan, a married 24-25 yrs old woman, had dark skin with very sharp features, full of life and a happy woman, I wore Rajisthani dress, I saw myself in a field in a split second and saw 4-5 woman going back from daily work, their houses were made of mud, I was in a village and there were very few concrete houses in that area in one of which I and my family lived. The house was a white building with a tomb like roof.
I was holding a 4/5 months baby boy in my hand and I was waiting for my husband to return, he was in the army, this was the life I had seen a glimpse of it in my first regression session while jumping lives. I was happily waiting for my husband with a lot of hope and was looking forward to his return.
I seemed to be more educated than most people around me, but still I was at home and I was not doing anything. I was asked to go to 3 hrs later but nothing major I saw, then I was asked to see dinner time, we sat on floor, we had silver square tables which were too low and we had to sit on the floor to eat and food was served in big thalis. I could see at the time of dinner we (women) had to cover our head to the extent of covering half face too.
I seemed to be from a different culture which was not as traditional as all these customs were not too appealing and felt foreign. At the time of sleep I saw myself staring at the stars, I could not sleep and I said it was because I had a small boy and had to take care of him. Next major event was when my husband came and with his coming sadness was felt, all that excitement of waiting was over. He wld not talk, he was always serious and we had no communication, we never shared any relationship of belongingness, I was there just because I was married and had to be there to be a wife and a mother.
I had lost all excitement, I felt so numb as if I no more existed.

Next major event was I saw that I had another son and they were growing up, I loved a man who was younger to me but I never let him know as I was elder and I was married with two kids, but for a short while there was light in my heart and I felt alive, but that was not correct so as soon as my children were grown up enough I spoke to my husband who never uttered a word and left the house carrying some clothes in a wooden suitcase. When I was leaving he never said a word, it did not matter to him.
It was very difficult to regress as an annoying noise had started during the session and it felt like there was a wind pipe blowing right into the computer, yet we continued.
I saw myself in a saree now in cream/off white colour with black border, I was teaching some higher classes. I was contented, I met a man who was a junior colleague who I was aware that he liked me but I never allow any closeness or any sort of feeling enter my heart and he had so much respect for me that he too preferred just to be a colleague than losing my company.
At the time of death, it felt as if I was aware that the time has come, so I got up to go to the washroom to wash my face and as soon as I got up I fell and my soul moved out of my body like a layer and was watching the body till the lady in neighbourhood who was my evening tea companion discovered my body. I was cremated in the Indian custom and my body was burnt. And then I moved to the white light, I saw my soul mates, the one who used to always avoid me gave me one word “ HEALING”, I saw my soul mate and he was looking at me in a state of surprise, then I saw the master soul who barely touched my shoulder and pat me with blessings and he gave me the impression of one more word “INDIA”.
I had gone back and saw my children, my husband who had come back from army due to certain disability was sitting where he was in the same frame and mood , serious, non talking and non loving as ever, my elder son had become an air force pilot and my younger son had become an artist like me. He was so much like me.
In Childhood my son looked like a dear friend’s son who is from India. My husband looked like my paternal uncle who by coincidence retired as a brig. From the Arm forces.
During LBL as soon as my master soul said India, I looked back and everyone from my soul mates and even my master soul had left, I felt so lonely in a big universe, I kept on saying they all left , I am all alone and at this time Dr.Vandana intervened and asked me to come back.
I still cannot understand what the message was and unlike all other sessions, my mind just does not want to think about this session and is trying to push it back to the subconscious. Every time I remember a bit of this life, something a course mate told me during a training come to my mind. We aerie in a training and this gentleman who is a past life therapist too told me that his guru has a message for me , he has told that i should go to bangalore for more learning and for my spiritual journey.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

IF YOU ARE SUFFERING WITH A LIFE WITH NO LOVE, NO APPRECIATION...YOU CAN FIND IT'S ROOT CAUSE IN YOUR PAST LIFE, YOU MAY RELEASE THAT BLOCK AND FEEL HAPPY.......PAST LIFE THERAPY CENTER IN CHANDIGARH......

My Self is evaporated. I am stuck in my present life, why ?
Case: A lady doctor, 36 married came up with the above lines. The relationship with father in present life wasn’t cordial since the beginning. Husband is a good man and earns well but I couldn’t connect with him since the starting of the marriage. She has constant feelings of sadness together with anger.
Regression: She regresses to a life in the year of 1920, as a young girl from a well to do family where she was loved by her father more than  younger brother. The father was murdered when she was around the age of 6-7 years, in front of whole family. After this event soon they had to shift to a very small place to live and face scarcity of money. Her brother was caught up into bad company. At the age of 18-20 years she was married to a 65 year old man for three (3) gold coins. She correctly and clearly visualized those gold coins. The old man had an old wife living in a big single room far away . Both of them were sick and died within the time span of 6 months. She was totally isolated and stuck in the house for 15 years and  never come out. Then after 15 years her brother came to meet her and realized that she wasn’t able to connect. Her brother noticed that there was an emotional blankness in her and went away soon. She died living alone at the age of 34 years. When she was being buried her brother was there. Soon everyone dispersed but her brother was still sitting with his head bowed down in agony. It was raining heavily and she experienced herself sitting near her brother, seeing him, after she was buried. She couldn’t forgive him because he didn’t stand by her when she needed him the most. A lot of healing work was done only then she was able to move up.
In LBL (Life between Lives):
Master light came (orange color) and healed her for a long time.
Guidance given was:
1) Have faith
2) Don’t get angry
3) Forgive
Re-Orientation:
1) She felt that she was stuck up at only one place for 15 years, this feeling was very intensely felt by her.
2) Self is evaporated-this feeling corresponds to a long hollow in past life.
3) Brother in past life is father in present life. She felt this disharmony in relationship since    childhood.  
After three weeks of plr session…..
The feeling of belonging came within three days…
With father it was a better feeling , not that much hurts….
Within two weeks husband called , came to take her, she went happily with him, even before the appointment of next session….. 

Friday, February 15, 2013

PAST LIFE REGRESSION IS VERY HELP FULL TO UNDERSTANDS WHY YOU ARE FACING RELATIONSHIP ISSUES AND FAILURE IN HAVING GOOD RELATIONSHIPS IN LIFE....past life therapist in India

Past Life Regression for Relationship Issue &
to know why am I emotionally very weak
(Two past lives and guidance from master light in single session)
Case:
A 26 year old dentist, came for PLR with why does my relations breaks up againA and again. I trust people a lot; they make use of my trust. Feels father always gave preference to brothers. In childhood witnessed disharmony in parents. History of recurrent dreams that I am in Rome, a woman with brown hair.
Regression:  Its sand all around and small houses. It’s an Arabian country. I am girl of 21 years, wearing a fully covered dress. I love someone…….!
I am talking in Arabic to the person I love. It’s night and went to meet him with a lantern in hand. My name is Ilaya…….!
My father is beating me. My parents are poor and fight a lot. The boy whom I love has gone away for business and never returned. My father sold me to the Head of the Kasbah. I am a Ghulam now. My duty is to give water but I live on the platform at the center of the Kasbah.
I kept waiting for the person whom I loved. I don’t eat much. Its evening and I am vomiting and dying. There is none to give me water. I am only 28 years. Someone came and buried me. My family didn’t come.
What Lesson Learnt?
Love with purity and commitment.
Healing done for forgiveness to father and the person whom she loved.
She recognized her lover and person who buried her in her present life.
LBL (Time in white light)
Its divine and peaceful here. I am dancing with my soul mate light. I recognized him. He promised to be here besides me for my coming present life. He is taking me to the master light.
Guidance from Master Light
Have faith. Good time is coming in 2012.

Dr.Vandana Raghuvanshi:- I regressed her to the recurrent dream pattern- glimpses of Rome, beautiful lady with brown hair.
2nd Past Life:
It’s an European Country in the year 1500. I am a princess (long description of dresses and culture….). I have an army to protect me but one man is always near me and with me. We both love each other but we can’t marry because he is only a guard. When he goes away I feel very weak.
I am having severe pain in both my shoulders and arms (she was crying in pain and intensely feeling it in present). He is holding my shoulders with force and telling me to go away with him. I can’t my duty is important. I devoted my life for the good of people. I died in old age. A lot of people are paying respectful tribute at my funeral. He is there and very sad. He devoted his life for my work.
Re-Orientation
1) 1st life covered carry-over of emotional vulnerability.
2) She often had severe complain of pain in both the arms. It wasn’t mention in the consultation. Now she knows that why pain was there and now it is totally released.
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Wednesday, February 13, 2013

PAST LIFE REGRESSION GIVES INSIGHT ABOUT SELF UNDERSTANDING......A VERY BEAUTIFUL JOURNENY TO UNDERSTAN OUR OWN EMOTIONS.......dr.vandana raghuvanshi, past life therapist in Chandigarh



People who get stuck at an early age in the Stages of Individual Development, have a tendency to exhibit a very small and infantile emotional repertoire. They may have highly developed intellect, physical body, and willpower, but further maturity is sabotaged by the stagnation and childishness of the emotional body.
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Tuesday, February 12, 2013

AWRENESS FOR PREVENTIVE MEASURES FOR SWINE -FLU.........PAST LIFE REGRESSION CENTER IN CHANDIGARH

n  Swine influenza originates in pigs.
n  A new strain of Influenza A (H1N1) first identified in Mexico in April 2009.
n  H1N1 virus is  0.2 micron particle size and survives for 24 hrs on surfaces.
n  Highly contagious by touch and breath.
n  Global spread and declared Pandemic.
n  Millions of people died because of a Flu Pandemic , spread in 1918,1957 and 1968 in the last century.


n  Swine flu virus spreads in similar way as the ordinary cold and flu viruses spread.
n  Millions of tiny droplets containing Virus come out of the nose and mouth when one coughs or sneezes.
n  Droplets typically spread about one meter (3ft) & remain suspended in the air for a while and then land on surfaces, where the virus survives for up to 24 hours.
n  Anyone who touches these surfaces spreads the virus further on by touching anything else.
n  Everyday items at home and in public places may have traces of the virus. These include food, door handles, the remote control, hand rails and computer keyboards.
n  People get infected by picking up the virus on their hands from contaminated objects/surfaces and then placing hands near their mouth or nose. It is also possible to breathe in the virus if it is suspended in airborne droplets.

n  Frequent travelers.
n  People in crowded areas.
n  Pregnant women .
n  People aged 65 years and older
n  Young children under 10 years old.
n  People suffering from the following illnesses
Ø  Chronic lung disease
Ø  Chronic heart disease
Ø  Chronic kidney disease
Ø  Chronic liver disease
Ø  Chronic neurological disease
Ø  Immuno-suppression
Ø  Diabetes mellitus



n  Fever or a High grade temperature (over 38°C / 100.4°F)
                                   AND
n  Two or more of the following symptoms:
q  Unusual tiredness
q  Headache
q  Running nose
q  Sore throat and lethargic
q  Shortness of breath or cough
q  Loss of appetite and nausea
q  Aching muscles & joints
q  Diarrhea or vomiting
q  Weakness and fatigue

n  MOST IMPORTANT
q  Secondary Bacterial Chest infection, such as Bronchitis.
q  Pneumonia.
n  RARE COMPLICATIONS:
q  Tonsillitis,
q  Otitis media (a build-up of fluid in the ear),
q  Septic shock (infection of the blood that causes a severe drop in blood pressure),
q  Meningitis (infection in the brain and spinal cord), and
q  Encephalitis (inflammation of the brain).


n  Diagnostic blood test available in PGIMER and Govt. Hospital.
n  Consult Doctor if you have fever along with two or more of the symptoms mentioned earlier.
n  Stay at home and check your temperature regularly.
n  Use separate thermometer.
n  For fever – Tablet Paracetamol.
q  To reduce temperature and help relieve symptoms.
q  Children under 16 must not be given aspirin or ready-made flu remedies containing aspirin.
n  Isolation, take lots of rest and plenty of liquids.


n  Antiviral – Tamiflu under Medical Supervision.
q  reduces the period of illness by around one day,
q  relieves some of the symptoms, and
q  reduces the potential for serious complications such as pneumonia.
n  Antibiotics –Under Medical Supervision.
q  combats bacterial infections such as pneumonia
q  reduces the length of Hospitalisation.
n  Vaccination –  available in England from Oct’ 2009
q  People aged between six months and over who usually get the seasonal flu jab.
q  All pregnant women.
People who live with persons whose immune systems are compromised, such as cancer patients or people with HIV/AIDS
TAMIFLU AND RELENZA
q  Prevent the flu virus from reproducing.
q  Highly effective if taken within 48 hours after symptoms appear.
n  Adverse reactions to Tamiflu
q  nausea
q  vomiting
q  diarrhea
q  stomach ache
q  Headache
n  Even if you do feel these symptoms it is important that those prescribed antiviral medicine complete the course, even if symptoms of swine flu clear and you start to feel better quickly


q  Pandemrix
q  By GlaxoSmithKline
q  Not suitable for people with anaphylactic reaction to egg.
q  Celvapan
q  By Baxter.
Available in England since Oct’2009

Preventions:
n  Maintain Good hygiene.
q  Wash hands regularly with soap and water,
q  Regular cleaning of surfaces to get rid of germs,
q  Use tissues to cover mouth and nose when you cough or sneeze.
q  Put used tissues in a dustbin as soon as possible.
n  Maintain a 3 ft distance ( 1 meter) while talking.
n  Take enough sleep daily so that your body is not overtired.
n  Take liquids at regular intervals to keep yourself hydrated.
n  Take a regular and a balanced diet along with fruits , almonds and green vegetables.


n  TAKE IMMUNO BOOSTER
n  Tulsi
n  Giloya
n  Amla
n  Kali Mirch
n  Colostrums
n  AVOID TRAVEL AND CROWDS WHERE POSSIBLE TO MINIMISE RISK OF INFECTION.
n  USE FACE MASK
n  Routine mask arrests particle of 0.5 micron size. Cost Rs.5/-,
n  N90 mask arrests particle of 0.2 micron size. Cost Rs.90/-,


PAST LIFE VREGRESSION FOR FEELING OF GOOD HEALTH AND PEACE OF MIND......PAST LIFE REGRESSION CENTRES IN INDIA

  • Progress depends on your attitude. You maintain your health according to your attitude. You select the goal of your life according to your attitude. You select the path which you will follow to achieve your health and goal according to your attitude...it will make the difference of Sky and Earth whether your attitude is based on Positive thoughts or on negative thoughts..
  • The person following the positive thoughts and disciplined lifestyle always has to go the long and difficult path but he/she becomes more  stronger and achieve self-confidence.
  • To develop positive attitude and stress free life you have to develop positive thinking. To develop them
               -Know your qualities.
               -Maintain Disciplined Life
               -Follow alternative therapy in your health care.
               -Love your Job. Do every work with Enthusiasm
               -Keep Family Intact. See others qualities.
               -Always remain optimistic. Face difficulties and opposition with courage and patience.
               -Habit is what keeps you healthy.  Maintain good                             habits.
               -Keep yourself always stress free. Remain happy under all circumstances.
               -Find time for your family, recreation, relaxation and meditation.
               -Make every moment of your life a celebration.
               -The brain controls the body. The health of the body influences the brain; the health of the brain influences the body. Regular practice of Yoga, Pranayam and meditation brings balance in mind and body, and you will enjoy perfect physical and mental health.
GET YOUR PAST LIFE REGRESSION AND RELESE ALL CARRYOVER NEGATIVE IMPRINTS FROM PRESENT LIFE....

Saturday, February 9, 2013

past life case story from past life regression centre in Chandigarh, India....


A beautiful Journey: Past Life Regression , everyone will love to read.

An interesting regression. Will try to write in short. A young, married women, age30 yrs, married, topper in studies...very beautiful... Looks seems combination of beautiful features...only single session done, three lives covered...instant regression..
.1st life.
 Year  1140...i  am  a girl,  wearing dear  skin  cloths,  age  25  years, living in  Gangotri, an ashram, since childhood, as  I am an orphan, but most cared by others in ashram. This ashram is having Shiva statue. I have taken diksha. I am a Brahma Chari. We are going kashi for Kashi Vishwanath Darshan with our head of the ashram. I stayed there, then I went to Lumbvini, it is in Nepal. I stayed and did have siddhiya by tapsya. I am a bhikhshuni... I meditate whole day. I see now we all are going to bless a marriage ceremony in patliputra.it is a very big palace. We are blessing the boy, who is to be married. His name is dhritu. I am 35 year old now. When dhritu saw me, he refused to get married to the other girl. A lot of things are happening. We are coming back. His father is standing with us with folded hand. Some one from us is telling something. Regarding marriage, I am too upset to listen these things. We are leaving the patliputra.but I did not accepted dhritu proposal. But I know, I liked the thought of his love for me. I am varying sad. Meri tapsya bhang ho gayi, toot gayi... now I am in kashi sang math. I am 50 years old. I am head. I am sick. Mera dil me khrabi hay. Breathing problem hai. Dhritu is here to take care math and me. He is still unmarried. He devoted his life for me. 
(.actually dhritu is my life husband.).......then death...lesson learned...duty is important.
2nd life......
.year.1803 I am a beautiful girl in Palestine area. They are calling me malika. I have four brothers, my father is very rich. I am very much pampered. I am very proud, in nature. An Indian man comes to teach me sitar. Now we love each other. Abbas, my elder brother now know this. I am too sad. Abbas killed my sitar teacher. Sitar teacher was in fact dhritu, of last life; he is my present life husband. I am. Going   to Paris for change but not happy. Time is passing. I am not ready to come back. Abbas is sad. He takes so much pains, comes to meet me. His wife also comes.   Now I understands my brothers love for me, so  I  am getting  married  to  some  one  my  family choose. A lot of story......................death. Lesson learned............be compassionate.
(Two  very  imp  present  life  people...Abbas, the  brother  and his son  and  Ayaa.The mousi  in  this  life. Integrated in this life.)
3rd life
  i am a girl, 12 year, golden hair, my name is rose.  I am on ship with my nanny (caretaker). My mother is dead, so my father is sending me to my grand parents, I am leaving Lahore.my father do some work there. I am growing in beautiful women. I study and good in it. My grandfather is dead. I live with my grand mother and nanny.my house is beautiful. I am happy, I love someone, and he loves me. Actually (you know... he is the same dhritu& sitar teacher). I am going somewhere. It is big building, it is airport. My friend came to airport to see me off. I am upset. I complained about my father to govt. I think he is a spy. Some Budapest regency...Nazi...these thoughts are coming in mind. Oh, I want to tell my father, what I did. Oh ...my father is here. At airport. He is coming. Ahhhhh. He shot me.i am dead. He killed himself. My lover...he is so sad...lesson. Learned.....i should not have taken a hasty decision .one should make proper inquiry, before any conclusion .he was not a wrong man.   I am feeling uselessness now.....very long silence....
After PLR: Reorientation and integration....
                                Very much scared at airport. Chest problems without medical cause. Chest hurts a lot without any reason.
Some azeeb sa birth mark on chest. In this time.
Present husband......they met at airport. He came to pick her, official work. Not known.to each other.it was love at first site for both. In this life also uska rokaa ho chukka tha.he refused for that rishta. They got married with efforts of Mamaji of her husband. Mamaji was father of dhritu in year.1140.
She feels very much connected with Lahore, London and Paris.
Four other relations in present life were in other lives.
Conclusion....dhritu (1140), sitar teacher (1803), a friend and love (1932)...is same person.... all the time and husband in this life...
                                             Dr. Vandana Singh Raghuvanshi, Chandigarh...09872880634

                          





Friday, February 8, 2013

PAST LIFE REGRESSION STORY SHARED BY HERSLF ...TO HAVE MORE UNDERSTANDING ABOUT PAST LIFE EXPERIENCE TO ALL OF YOU...READ IT...




This past life regression and LBL…..session is shared by subject herself with all of you…

Hi Everyone ,
I am back with yet another beautiful experience. There were a lot of issues and problem that have been going on in my life since the age of 5 and life only got more and more tough and  complicated as i grew up. By the age of 17 when every person is at its best time and enjoying life, making more friends ,  being ambitious my real struggle for life started. The relationship with my father was no more  good as i was a person who would never bend in front of injustice and wrong doings hence not approving him which resulted in financial struggle and a lot more.
When i went to Dr.Vandana in Oct 2011, it was the time that i was on the verge of a breakdown, and all that i knew was i had done nothing , absolutely nothing to deserve the life i was going through.
My past life regression unfolded many connections, many questions were answered, many worries ended and yet my never ending life surprises would take me by another blow. I had to go through a major change in life leaving behind two of my soul mates i had recognised during my PLR which has been the most difficult experience of my life but the change was un avoidable.
I had cried all day, tired, exhausted and on the verge of giving up, as soon as i saw Dr.Vandana i told her that  i wanted to know why did I choose such a difficult life,( as we know every soul chooses its life pattern and the people in his life) , so what i wanted to know was why did i choose such a difficult life.
We started our session on skype…….
We started the session with a new pattern, i was apprehensive that i was not emotionally stable and also i was physically exhausted so maybe i would not be able to regress , but it did not take me time to be in a deep state of trans, I was asked to be in a garden of my choice and as usual i was in  garden in Victoria, i saw stairs going down , so i was asked to go down the stairs, at the end of the stairs i was told to look into a corridor  and see how many doors does it have, It was a sky blue colour corridoor   with 3 doors, all wooden doors in dark brown colour and real heavy doors.
Dr.Vandana asked me to open any one door, and i opened the one right at the end of the corridoor, it took me time to open the door as it was very heavy and i had to use all my strenght to open the door.
The room was dark and after some instructions it became lighter and now i could see the room, it was a room in grey colour, walls and even the floor was in grey stones, I could see my grand father on a wheelchair . I was a 1 year old girl with curly golden hair, i was playing with some dolls, small hand made ones and i saw that my father , a tall dark man who happens to be my father in present life picked me up and was playing with me. I knew he was my father but still i felt i am being held by a stranger, since it was the first time i was seeing my father after i was born.
My mother who was wearing everything in black came and next i knew was that i was crawling and crying looking for a safe shelter, it was because my parents were arguing , my mother asked my father to leave and she did not want to see him ever again, she was upset that he had disappeared before i was born and never bothered to come & look after us. And during his absence there were alot of financial problems which made my mother do two jobs to be able to take care of her father and me. She also lost her mother to whom she was attached the most.
I grew up, i was a brilliant student and a favorite of teachers, it was at the age of 19 that i joined the church and i chose to be a nun. Soon i was recognised as i was a very devoted person and by the age of 35 I was called Mother Ann.
My mother came to see me twice, but it was very strange i was a very detached person, despite knowing she was alone and needed me i felt I belonged to the church, i had to serve Jesus. It was St.Marry’s  church  somwhere in  Romania.
The second time she came to see me , she was crying and begging me to go back and live with her and i felt no emotions, i was totally detached (now that i am writing this and remembering the scene my heart is aching ), i felt nothing and i refused to go with her, i wanted to serve Jesus.
Next important event was when my mother passed away, i was the one saying the prayers at her grave and it was then that i was shaken , my belief in me and what i was doing shook, it was difficult to finish the prayers but i did complete the prayer as everyone there was looking upto me. I was their mentor , their role model.( I realized serving family and loved ones was our foremost duty even more important than serving Jesus, i realized relationships and families were very important in our soul print and maybe this is the reason why one of my fears in this life is losing my mother when i am not around or that of her falling sick and i would not be there to take care of her)
I saw two more scenes, one was that i was unwell, as if it was the first time i had fallen sick in that life and there were younger nuns taking care of me  and last scene was of my death, it was about 3 am and i knew the time has come, i got up from my bed and left  my room, went to the main hall , i bowed and then kneeled down for prayer, i was seeking forgiveness for my behaviour with my mother and i prayed till last moment, then i saw my soul leaving my body exiting from my crown.
I was asked what kind of a life it was and i answered an easy life, it had no purpose, I became a Nun and served the church because i found my comfort in it , because i never went out of my comfort zone to find out if i could do anything else, when i compared this life with my present life i reailzed  the connection to this life is that i chose totally opposite life pattern, i would always go for challneges and have been looking for my purpose , I chose a very difficult life pattern that i have had no time to rest  and have never been at ease.
I waited there as i knew in a short while the nuns who come for preparing the hall for morning prayers wld discover my body. I was about 82 years old at the time of death.
I was burried and my name read Mother Ann ( Anna Krista), i wa sburried in the same church.
Before i moved up i wanted to meet my mother and seek forgiveness, i went to her but she was too upset with me , she was not ready to listen, and even after so much of effort  it felt as if she said i have forgiven you but “dont you think its that easy and i can forget it”, she hugged me and gave me a half smile but i had to move , i could not wait anymore.
I was a bright white light and reached the white light very fast , i did not want to rest and was ready for my next assignment, I saw master soul looking at me with a smile , a smile like a parent when he sees his child impatient for the game.
LBL:
I went to the master soul for blessings, he gave me blessings, I was asked to see my planning chart and look around if there is a counsellor  table, i saw it , i knew that was my present life chart but i was still getting blessings, it was such a peaceful experience, it felt great , since i have recognized my master soul, i always greet him in the Indian way by touching his feet and it is an automatic thing now which  has started post a particular session when the master disclosed his identity. After i was filled with light, love and peace i moved towards the table, on the otherside too was a spiritual teacher or a junior master i could feel. ( he was the most learned of my soulmates, the person who would always look at me with a sarcastic smile and always gave the impression that my sight would remind him of a nagging child, it was him who gave me a word in my last LBL session , he whispered healing ).
I sat there and i saw my chart, i saw my parents on the left corner above the chart, it felt as if their role had come to an end with this life and they were about to exit my life pattern.
I saw my ex husband and two more men who have had a very major role in my life , my husband was smiling and  the other two people , one was confused as to why did he have to be even there and the third man who has had a very major role in my life both good and bad he was looking at me as if he wanted some answers and he was still hopeful that i may consider his role .
After seeing all these i was looking for my soulmate and the rest of soulmates but i saw no one and i went back to the master soul, i kneeled down with my hands folded and i asked him why did i choose such a difficult life , at this time i burst out into tears and i could not stop, he replied that you did not choose your chart, you told me what you wanted and i chose your chart for you.  I looked at him and asked him then why did you make me suffer so much , i was begging him, he knew i was having no more strenght , and i was giving up, he said : “ YOU WANTED TO BE WITH YOUR SOULMATE SO YOU HAD TO LEARN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, YOU WANTED TO BE ON A HIGHER PLANE AND EVOLVE SO YOU HAD TO CLEAR ALL YOUR KARMAS, YOU WANTED TO BE ON A SPIRITUAL JOURNEY AND BE A HEALER SO YOU HAD TO LEARN PATIENCE”, that is why i chose this chart for you.
I stopped crying at this moment and asked him if my chart could be changed as I could no more go on like this, i told him i had no energy, i could not bear anymore pain and he told me he won’t change the chart, he told me you are very close to your life purpose and to have all that you have asked for so i won’t change your chart, the difficult part is over and the life you wanted is to begin and i can’t let you go through all these in another life, you need to complete all your exams and start the life you have asked for and that is very near, You can not give up.
I started crying again and went back to my chart and this time i saw 2 of my soulmates, my brother and my soulmate, i realised my brother was there for my support and the time of being with soulmate was very close, i saw a date there. Then i was looking for a date for my healing clinic and other wishes i had and i saw a date for next year for my healing clinic too.

I went back to the master soul to ask if i was meant to be healer then why is it that there are still issues and i have to wait another year , and i saw myself again at the counselor table , i knew it was because i needed to learn patience,to  be more grateful and also got the impression that i have been having a tendency to forget my lessons from previous lives so it was to insured that before i was a healer with such a huge responsibility i had learnt all the lessons and i would remember them all and actually would be fit to be a good healer who could carry such a responsibility. I saw the third man on the right handside of my chart next two the other two and realised his role in my life was to make me meet my soulmate and his role has now come to an end , Dr.Vandana asked me if i need to clear any more issues with him but he had become too small and i could sense he was of another category and his role had come to an end, he had shrunk and was becoming smaller and smaller.

I went back to the master sould and told him i needed strenght and his blessing to be able to come out of all these tests successfully, he picked me up and took me to his heart and blessed me with DIVINE LIGHT, DIVINE LOVE, DIVINE WISDOM,DIVINE SUPPORT , DIVINE GUIDANCE AND DIVINE PROTECTION & then i kneeled down to thank him while he continued to bless me , at this time i saw another soul mate of mine , a very dear person in my present life, the master soul blessed her , she was wearing a Golden shawl around her, the same i have seen of Budha in some pictures, master soul blessed her and took her under his arms and gave her blessings and gave me the impression that all that had to happen would happen through her and that i was in safe hands.
Then the Master Soul blessed both of us and then it was time to come back.

I have never had such ans elaborated LBL session, but it felt amazing , the blissful feeling was out of this world and our imagination, as soon as i came back to my conscious level i could feel the strength within me, the hope, the purpose.

It was most amazing experience i have ever had.