Sunday, December 29, 2019

Water phobia and past life link..



Water phobia and past life link..

This small past life glimpse came at the end of the first past life in a PLR session. Client has severe water phobia and recently it increased so much that client had a feeling of choking while drinking water. As a therapist I wished to explore this issue at the end of session and a glimpse linked to water phobia is experienced.

Past life.......

I am in a very small room filled with dirty green water. I am scared. I have been given some punishment. I am jailed inside this room. Persons dressed in white are watching me from outside the room. I am choking. I could not get out of the room. I died. I saw them mocking me.

Reorientation....

The client died due to choking and suffocation inside water, this explains his/her intense water phobia.  

Friday, December 27, 2019

Curiosity about Past life.


Curiosity about Past life.

Session……

I am climbing down the stairs. It is evening time. There is a table and chair. I am sitting on the chair.  I am old. I am very sad. The sadness does leave me (visibly cried for long time). There is no one to talk to. I am hungry. I get up and go into kitchen area. There is nothing to eat. I drink water. I feel tired. There is a room in front of the table. I am sleeping in the room. In morning I get up with the help of alarm.  I put on a coat, wear a hat, pick up a walking stick and leave home. It is very peaceful place. I walked a long distance and reached in front of a house. The door is closed. I feel sad and come back. I do not know where to go. I am back in my home. I am sitting on my chair and thinking about my life while looking at the picture of me and my wife. (Backwards)

I am happy. My wife is happy. We are dancing. She has a beautiful smile. We are coming home. I am cooking meals for her and she is eating. Now we are sleeping. Next day morning she is sleeping and I am getting ready, wear a hat and going. I reached a big Bungalow. I am sitting on a chair outside the gate. I am the gatekeeper. I do not like this work. I feel bored. Now it is late evening. I am walking on foot and going back to my home. My wife gave me food. She waits whole day for me. I get tired. She is pregnant. I want to do some good work.

Now I have 2 sons. We are happy. My wife is busy with responsibilities. I am 45 yrs old now. I feel adhura (incomplete). I do not feel like going to work. I feel alone. Many dogs are my friend and love me. An aged person hands over my salary and leaves. Nobody talks to me at my place of work.

My sons are grown up and always live together. They love each other. They are now 24 and well educated. They decided not to live here. They got good jobs and left.

We felt very lonely and we went to meet them after sometime. They are not married. They are very busy and do not spare time for us. We got bored there also and told them we are going back home. They felt sad but we left and came back. I do not go for work anymore. We stay at home and talk to each other. We are old now. She is sick (visibly crying). She left me. No one came. Now I am sick and alone. I am in bed most of the time. I cannot get up. I lay on the bed for 20 days without food & water and thereafter I left my body. I was thoughtless in the end. I felt lonely in my life. I am moving towards light. There are Lot of flowers here. In light I received blessings.

Reorientation….

In present life talking is very important for me. I always crave for liveliness, enthusiasm. I cannot handle boredom.        

Wednesday, December 25, 2019

Present life vs past life - a PLR session



Present life vs past life - a PLR session

A client told I feel very sad and lonely. In my present life I feel suffocated and usually hurt by family and friends. I feel like visiting my past life.

Session…..             

I am small 8 yr old boy standing in a red soil ground. I am alone. It seems I am looking for someone. A woman is looking at me from a little afar. I feel she will come to me. Some men are also entering the ground. The woman ran away. They come near me and tell me I am an illegitimate child. I am afraid and ran towards village. I reached a small house. A woman is cooking meals. I am helping her. We are waiting. A man and a boy came. We are now taking food. The three of them are absorbed in themselves. I feel isolated and all alone. The boy is their son. He brought me to his home. The boy loves me and treats me as his brother. He is looking at me and giving me more food to eat.

Now I am 15 yrs old and clean shoes in the village.  My brother has joined army. The man does not like me. He beats me a lot and calls me bastard. My brother came back and got married. He shifted to some city. He started some business linked with stones for me. He calls me Madhav. I am bodily very weak. Whenever the man comes he treats me very badly. Nobody likes me in the village.  

I am 30 plus. I could not marry. Life is ok. The woman is dead. We all are sad. The man came to live with us. My life is fine when my brother is here but when he goes for work my life is difficult.

I am 45. One day the body of my brother came. I am very sad and feeling at loss. Now I am afraid about myself. I am still living in this house with his father. Our fights are on the rise. One day few men came to house. The man locked me in a room. After sometime he opened the room. I am trying to get out of the room but he did not allow and stopped me. He wrapped a cloth around my face. I am feeling suffocated. He is beating me. It seems they are taking me somewhere. I feel many more people are with him now. I feel I am lying on the ground. Someone is beating and breaking my hand. I am very afraid.  They are now burying me in the ground. I am breathless and suffocated. I die. At the time of death there was too much pain in my body and I was suffocating. I was unwanted. No one was mine. The brother is my present life mother. In light the soul consciousness felt healed and message received ----“self love”.

Reorientation…
It was a difficult past life but I do not know why I feel light. The present life is better, maybe I have a step father but my mother and sister are with me. I will try to appreciate the good things I have in present life.   

Monday, December 16, 2019

Uneasiness in making eye contact



Uneasiness in making eye contact

Client told me I feel uneasiness in making eye contact since childhood, wish to find reason.


PLR Session…

It is morning. Many persons are in home. We are taking breakfast. I am a 17 year old girl wearing gown. I am very beautiful. It is a European country. We live happily.

Now I am 20 getting married nearby. I am with my husband in his home. Now I have a son. My husband goes to work. I only work at home. My husband remains stressed due to his work. He does not talk to me. It is very lonely life (crying visibly). My son is independent now. I lived a lonely life and died at the age of 40. It was a lonely life. I never socialized. May be this is the reason I feel uncomfortable with people. In light received Guidance.

Sunday, December 15, 2019

LBL ( LIFE BETWEEN LIVE'S SESSION, CHANDIGARH

Experience written and shared by person who regressed..M
LBL Experiences:
I would like to share the LBL session experiences i have so far had as i felt this amazing peace and wisdom that gets transferred in each LBL. The blessings leaves a deep impression on the soul and it feels like a confirmation of the path chosen by the soul.
I have gone through many regression sessions and have been fortunate enough to experience and enjoy the LBL session after each regression.
In my first life i had been through child abuse and also had a relation with a lover who left me and never came back, i  had learnt that men r not trustworthy and maybe that was the answer to my failed relationships and the fact i had a difficulty trusting men. In this session when i went to the white light i saw the master soul and my soulmates, when i asked would i ever have a soulmate i got a reassurance from the master soul , he indicated me that i had to wait for another 6 months as this was not the right time and i was given blessings and was allowed to stay in the white light til i am refreshed and rested. He also showed me the soulmate, he was there standing and waiting , i got a feeling that he already knew me and he knew one day we would be together.The peace and serenity that one feels after the blessings not only reflects on day to day activity but also on the face. One feels detached !
The next LBL session was after my second life, when i ended my life at the age of 17 by cutting my nerve.... when my soul departed after ensuring that the body was taken care of i was not a bright light like my first session, i saw my soul as a grey powder which was very disturbing, once i reached the white light , master soul was there waiting but furious, i asked him why did i have to suffer in all 4 lives i had seen, why did i always end up being deserted by parents and lover and why was i to suffer but the answer was horrifying , the Master soul was furious, he gave a glance and turned his back as a punishment, i was only allowed to rest there in the white light but he refused to talk to me.
I rested there for 7 years before my next life and felt pured, i transformed and became one with the white light , i experienced the anger of Master soul indicating that suicide was not acceptable by the universal laws and i had to fight my problems. While resting in white light, i experienced immense peace and a feeling that i had a life purpose, higher than i had thought and i should find out what that is. I had learnt that “PEACE COMES FROM FORGIVENESS”.
My 3rd LBL session was after i had departed a very difficult life both physically and emotionally, when i reached the white light i again experienced the master soul and the soul mates presence, i had a very typical question in mind and i asked the master soul however this time too he was not happy with my question , i got an impression that when you know the answer why are you trying to fool yourself and why are you wasting my time, he turned away without blessings and i tried to reach out to my soul mates and ask questions however their message too was that i should look within me for answers and i would find all my answers. At this point i could recognize one of my soul mates and it was Steve Jobs. The soul mate i was supposed to meet in this life was waiting again and giving me a sarcastic smile indicating that I was the reason for my own confused state of mind. I joined the white light after that and healed my injuries from the life i had lived. Felt peace and a sense of wisdom and i had learnt that one should never do unjust to anyone. What i have seen that Soul is always very concerned about the body after it leaves the body, it never departs unless the body is taken care of and also how the body is handled leaves an impression on the soul. After each journey soul exactly knows where it has gone wrong but it is important for the soul to be able to carry all lessons from each life and apply them in the current life. That is how the soul would start being on higher journey, or at least this is my understanding so far.
4th LBL session:
In my fourth life i was a doctorate in law and still could not prove my innocence when i was being accused of killing my fiancé. I was imprisoned and sentenced to death, the day of my death when i was to be hanged i had the courage to walk till the hanging place on my own feet and also i put the rope in my neck with my own hands and kicked the stool to be hanged however after i died and reached the white light i realized i was a pure soul and i learnt and got the impression that i had actually died of a heart attack and before i was really pulled so i felt this immense peace that though the life i lived was so unjust but there is always justice in life and lesson was that “LIFE IS FAIR even if we do not recognize it then“, the fact that i died a natural death and not by hanging was a blessing in itself , at this point the master soul gave me his blessings and an impression that i was a good soul and he knew that it was not my fault. I also learnt that one needs to speak for what is right and should have the courage and ability to prove his righteousness and seek justice .This LBL was very peaceful and i was the pure golden white light and i asked the master light about my purpose , he should me that i would know it by May 2012. A great sense of satisfaction and blessings showered upon me . It was an amazing experience .
5th LBL session:
I had reached the white light after my death at an old age, natural death and a life of respect, however i had lost my wife and had lived alone after that. When i reached the white light my wife who also happened to be my soulmate was waiting there , we embraced each other and were together feeling blessed when my wife indicated that i should take blessings of teh master soul and go back to earth, all my soulmates and master soul nodded on the advise and after i was showered by the blessings of teh master soul , she reassured me that she would join me soon and i left the white light. I had so far recognized to soul mates till this session, my younger brother who has always been either my child or my younger brother and Steve Jobs.
I also regressed slightly to future , i wanted to know when would i come out of this troubles and when would i actually be ready for my purpose? It was then that may 2012 was indicated and i saw a red demarcation and the fact that very little was left for me to cross that line and the other side was beautiful, respect, recognition, purpose and peace was awaiting me ....I loved the feeling and it still is so fresh in my mind.
6th LBL session:
I had died after living a female life who abandoned by her lover again yet very contented, After i reached the white light i knew i am to rest there for 10 years , i could see any soul mates and there they were again , all of them , reading writing and lost in their scholar word again......i saw the same soul mate again , who was younger and had conveyed to me that no matter where i go i would be re united with him again, i asked him a question that what are you writing and he showed me his book , it was written “ u wld be mine”, then he held my hand and tried to push me towards himself so that i could join him, I asked him that how would i know him and he replied he would push me on his own and it felt as if the time to meet him was very close now.
 i could see the master and yes he was there right behind me , waiting lovingly for my conversation to finish and i turned around and asked him that i know i am here for a purpose and i know i am very close to that purpose , when is it ? when is the time and he gave me a very clear date .After that he surrounded me and gave me blessings, initially we both were of same colour and material, silverfish but after the master soul embraced me and patted me on forehead with his blessings we both became translucent , so pure i was , crystal clear and i stayed in that state of abundance blessing to my full.... contented, blessed and light...........IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL FEELING !I had recognized my soul mate but i was in denial .he was my best friend “ The lesson i learnt was that one needs to be responsible for his own actions and be contented “
7th LBL experience:
I had died a beautiful respectful death ,however i felt before departing i had an unfinished job, i wanted to forgive my dad and seek forgiveness which i did however i wanted to make him aware that he needs to be a responsible soul, he cant carry on leaving his children life after life so i spoke to him, made him understand and then forgave him and also asked for his forgiveness and it is only after i finished this responsibility i could go to rest , this time too i saw the master soul, smiling at me , he gave me his blessings and i asked him about my purpose again, and when would i be finally with my soul mate, he gave me the date and also helped me progress to future and i saw a beautiful scene  however would not be able to share the same on this platform.I had a beautiful experience and the lesson i learnt was “ Sometimes the best decisions are not necessarily the right ones and while taking a decision one should always involve both heart and mind and not always practical decisions are the best ones for our soul journey”.
8th LBL session:
I had lived a life with no regrets ,had loved immensely , had given chances and then taken justice in my hands. After my death i wanted to go and seek forgiveness  , it is amazing how the soul experiences, interprets and carries different impressions .i went back to forgive and seek forgiveness for the first time whether in regression or in real life i saw life in that specific individual’s eyes and we smiled and parted ways then i left to join the divine light, i saw my soul mates and also the master soul, this time i was a greyish light not too bright so wanted to be healed with divine light and then the master soul blessed me too and i asked him about my soul mate again and he reassured me that i wld be with my soulmate in present life. I did not ask anything this time from my soul mate as i knew he was busy finishing an un finished work so that we cld be together.
I rested in white light and received blessings .I was too tired this time and wanted to rest as it was what the master soul had indicated.It is so strange how we keep carrying impressions and how we plan to pay for our deeds ....I feel blessed to have been able to experience 8 lives...........Maybe this is one of the reasons i kept coming back to India despite all that i went through here.
“My lesson from life was NEVER LOVE SO IMMENSLY that would hurt you to let go “












Saturday, December 14, 2019

Why do I keep on delaying my progress?



Why do I keep on delaying my progress?

Client asked Dr Vandana; why do I keep on delaying my progress, am I afraid of something? I wish to know its reason.

Session...

I am a girl child inside a home. My home is warm. It is morning. My mother is sitting on chair. She looks worried. It’s a big house. I don’t have anyone to play with. I am 6 years old. I just keep sitting. I am sad and feel like crying. My mother always looks worried. There is also a man. He is my father. It is night. I am sleeping in a big room. I am feeling very lonely. I am crying. My mother came into my room. She looks worried and she is also crying.

Today is my birthday. We are in the garden. There is a table. There is cake and lot of other things. Other children are playing in the garden but I am sitting and just watching them. I am feeling sad. I feel something is wrong with my health.

It is night. I high fever. My mother is with me and crying. I feel I could not make that night. My last thought was my mother is worried and suffering. I was losing. I was very lonely inside. The lesson I learnt that I should have enjoyed my time with my mom. My mother is also my present life mother. The life I finished I could not do much due to physical issue but I feel in my soul memory it is also there in my present life that I could not do much. I feel this is the reason behind my nature of keep on delaying progress in my present life.

Now I am in the light and getting some Guidance. The light is very bright.