Hi Everyone ,
I am going to share one of the most amazing experiences of my life with you which changed my understanding of relationships and so far made me a better , calmer receiver of the universal energies .
I am a psychology student myself and somehow always believed in life after death and re birth, being a Muslim I was trained and educated otherwise but deep inside I always had this curiosity to know more , I knew there is a lot more there to see, feel , learn and also teach than what we learn in religious books. Thanks to my family and especially to my father who was a very learned person I was free to express and pursue what I wanted , I was born in a Muslim family where my father followed a different religion by heart and my mother a communist who did not believe there was any God at all, however I believed in this supreme power and there was a faith I followed which I still can’t find a name for.
My life pattern and personal traits combined with my passion and desire to know more made me even more determined to start reading about life after birth, re birth and many more similar subjects . The more I read the more I wanted to know , life also started to get tougher and tougher and so did the insecurities and the common questions of “ WHY AM I THE ONE TO SUFFER”,” WHAT DID I DO WRONG TO DESERVE THIS” grew bigger and bigger in my mind.
Coincidently in my life I always meet people who need my help and I somehow end up doing everything on my own, my relationships did not last more than 3-4 years despite putting in maybe 1000%, I had this weird dream about my father that would end with me waking up in tears , shaken , I kept travelling back and forth to India despite disliking the place , something kept pulling me back, the list of questions and similar patterns goes on but I wanted answers too, why was I always alone no matter how hard I tried to make everyone happy?
It is maybe my desire and perfect timing that made me find out about DR.VANDANA’s clinic in Chandigarh and there I found very many answers to my questions.
After a 2.5 hrs of consultation it was decided that I needed to go through the PAST LIFE REGRESSION.
Session 1:
The session started as per schedule and with a body energizing process and we further processed to past life regression where I got many answers to my lifelong questions. I jumped 4 lives in the first session which explains my restlessness in present life, my soul had never rested after departing in each life , and it was always in search of a better life and a better home which never happened. I got the answer to the dream about my dad as he happened to be a lover to me in one of my lives where he left and never came back, I could recognize most people I saw , it was amazing , in one of the lives I was subject to child abuse by an Arab man which cleared my question about my immense dislike for Arab men , he hurt me and in an incident my shoulder had got dislocated and I felt the same pain during the session so intense that I could not progress further and Dr. Vandana had to heal the pain first to move forward. I ran away from the child abuse in the orphanage home after being subject to child abuse for over 3.5 years and that maybe one of the reasons why my relations break and I am the one who wants to run away from the relation after I have allowed mental and emotional abuse , and ending a relation is more of celebration to me .
Dr .Vandana wanted me to know why I ended up in the orphanage and when I went to that moment I saw my mom who died after the child birth and my father had refused to take me home after he cleared the hospital bill .
I have always felt and been lonely as those around me thought she is tough enough , she is strong and would be able to handle it and I got the answer to this question too , in all the 4 lives I jumped I was always alone waiting , never ending wait for my family/husband / lover or someone to come and rescue me . I also got the answer why do I keep coming back to India , I was an Indian in 3 of my lives, two births in Rajasthan and one in Punjab where I died and my last rituals were as per Hindu mythology.
It was time for the most important lesson I had learnt and it was not a good lesson, I had learnt “Men are not trustworthy and they always use you and abuse you and then leave “, which explained why I always met the wrong people as that was the vibes I was sending to the universe all these while and universe was working to make me meet un trustworthy men .
I was shaken and yet very thankful to God and Dr.vandana as after the 1st session I am no more feeling like a victim, I now know the problem and all I have to do is to cure it.
Session 2:
We started by Body cleansing, a process Dr.Vandana had decided that was necessary after my first session. The body scanning and cleansing started and somehow we were un able to process when we reached my left wrist , the energy was not moving up and it was being blocked by a black spot , when asked it was told the black spot was to stop the blood circulation , it took Dr.Vandana a few minutes to remove the spot and ensure the flow of energy in my left arm , after the completion of body cleansing I was taken to a deep state of regression where I was an 11 year old boy ( my present life nephew) and I was alone again , waiting for family members to come back home, eventually everyone was home and still I was alone , I had a step mother and a step brother whom I loved but we still had a disconnect .
I started to feel pain in my elbows and when I was asked to see the reason behind it , it was due to an incident where my step mother was holding me from elbows and shaking me and asking me to leave the house . Eventually I saw them leave as she had some insecurities and could no more stay , I saw my present life mother and my present life elder brother , I could recognize them and also recognized my dad who was my present life father.
After these scenes I could see everything from above, I was no more in the house , I could sense I was between 17-19 yrs old and I was a bright light watching my dad from above who was alone now, I was asked to go back to time of my death and I saw I had committed suicide , I had cut my left wrist .
The amazing part about these sessions is that one can immediately relate the events to present life and re experience and re live those moments , one feels the physical pain and cries in painful events , and gets immediate answers to many life questions or maybe better called mystries.
I remember I always felt I was a step child to my mom and after the second session I knew why that feeling was always bothering me.
I also realized why there was a disconnect between my elder brother and me , two reasons : 1. He was a step brother to me in my previous life who left with his mother and never met me again, and 2.due to his speech problem which he has even in present life we could never talk . when I went back to see how he got the speech problem , realised it was caused by falling down on his first birthday and actually it was not that he was born with the problem , and so was the same in the present life , the accident was different but in both lives it happened around the time of his 1st birthday and in both lives it had caused the tongue’s nerves’ breakdown due to which he could not speak. Best is with the help of Dr.Vandana’s healing techniques I could heal him.
I finally forgave my dad and I learnt “ PEACE COMES FROM FORGIVING”
I experienced , peace , hope and happiness after forgiving my father and my step mother , i felt blessed when i healed my brother and assured him that we would always be together in the next life.
These experiences are a lot more in detail which i am unable to pen down , these are flashes of your past lives you would never forget and each time you go back you discover a new answer and a new connection and you feel blessed and at peace , it changed the way I see relationships now and in fact the way I see life now. Many of my questions have been answered and there are many more to be answered. I now know my purpose of life is different , I am here for something distinguish and I would ensure I find the way to achieve what I am supposed to .
I would like to thank Dr.Vandana for the wonderful experience .
I am looking forward to my next sessions as I still have many more questions to be answered .
