I came to dr.vandana Raghuvanshi, my past life therapist for
removing my spiritual block….
My curiosity for a certain word pertaining to intuition and
power of subconscious mind had been growing at a rapid pace. For the last month
I have been only talking about the same topic. This is not the first time that
I started to get signs that i needed to know more. Right after my previous
session i had asked dr.Vanadana that i needed to see another life, something
was holding me back and i needed to know what it was.I took the appointment for
Sunday but i received a text saying that she had to perform a surgery. I
immediately knew i would still do my PLR on Sunday so replied back asking her
if the surgery gets postponed then I should be informed.
In between we decided we would not do a session but would
meet for some work and meditation.
I reached the clinic and we were talking about the previous
session when both Dr.Vanadana and myself decided to go for my next session.
I was taken to a state of trance in few minutes, i was at in
my favorite place, a Gurudwara in Mohali, Punjab. I was a 16 years old girl
wearing a Punjabi suit, i covered my head. I was inside where the Holy book is
kept, I could say “ Guru Grant Sahib” without hesitation however in the last 16
years of being in India i have never spoken that name. I took the blessings and
i came out and next i saw myself at Golden Temple in Amritsar.
I had gone there against my family’s wishes to devote mylife
to serving my faith. I lived there and when i was about the age of 22 i left
that place and i was in rajisthan , MontAbu. I was a Brahma Kumari. By lat 20s
i had gained popularity and was given small groups to teach .i would spend most
my times meditating , reading and giving speeches. Later in my 30s i was given
a rows of beads(Mala) which was a very important landmark for me. It was given
to me by Didi. After this point i did not move forward for a long time, and as
i did I started to cry ....I was hauling and would not stop for a few minutes,
Dr.Vanadana instructed me to release teh cause of grief and sadness.
I saw myself next in a black saree , I had sindhore on me
and a bindi, i was married and had a son , my soulmate was my husband and he
loved me immensely. I hadto go back and see what went wrong and how did i leave
the BK center. 3 of the other BKs in the center got together and accused me of
something i had not done, i did not look for the cause as that was not
important ( I could instantly recognize the main person behind that plan , a
girl who comes to the same gym as i go ).
After i left the center i went back to Punjab and started
teaching as a teacher , i met my husband (soulmate ) in school , he was the
physical educatin teacher in the same school and we married.
I cared for him and my son but i was so detached , that was
not my life, my husband loved me alot. He cared alot but nothing would bring me
out of my shell. I saw a scene towards the end of fortis, my husband had lost
the spark in his eyes too, he had given up , he loved me but he knew my soul
was not his.
I moved to age bracket of 55-60 and i said that i had got a
HOLD OF MY LIFE AGAIN. I had started to meditate and prepare myself to go. I
knew i had to leave at the age of 60. My husband had realized the change and
loved me so much that would try to copy me , he did not want to stay after me .
He wanted to go with me but that was not his soul journey. I was feeling
helpless as i could not explain it to him.
At the time of death i woke up early morning , woke my
husband up and told him it was time, i hugged him and said goodbye. Took a bath
, wore pure white clothes, had tea with my husband and sat on the chair holding
his hand and i crossed over.
I watched my body being cremated , he carried the last
rights and he was sad after that. I could not move up , I went back and told
him that I loved him too< I promised him that we wld be together again and I
loved him too. I asked him to forgive me and once i was forgiven i moved up.
My master Soul and the other magnificent light were there ,
waiting. I saw the group of Soulmates and went for blessing to the Beautiful
new light, thanked my Master Soul who was now in human form.
I had to learn how to prepare to go. I also learnt SELF
REALIZATION IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN PEOPLE’s APPRECIATION.
I asked for blessings for all my near and dear ones and then
had to be brought back.
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