.what did i do wrong ?
Too
eager to know i called up Dr.Vandana and fix my appointment for my session, it was 3 ways away and i just could not wait.When i spoke to Dr.Vandana , she asked me to
recite a sentence that would help me during my regression and also she asked me
to meditate, now this was indicating something different from the rest of my
sessions, i realized it is going to be a difficult session perhaps.
On day of my appointment i reached the clinic at 1
pm , my usual timing and we started to discuss my state of mind and why i
wanted to undergo the session and then i was asked to meditate .....It was
there that Dr.Vandana told me that i was asked to meditate and recite those
wording as there was so much eagerness, anxiety in my voice during the
telephonic conversation that she had felt i needed to do a little homework in order
to be able to regress easily.
The best thing i have experienced with Dr.Vandana
is that she reads your mind and she exactly knows where you need to go and what
you need to know.
While meditating i was taken to a state of trans and
hence the regression started ,where i was in a garden and was supposed to meet
someone, it was my present partner , he came and he was holding my hand so
tight that i started to feel the pain , he was to go away and he wanted me to
wait, he did not want to let go at this point Dr.Vandana started a healing work
and with help of divine light she healed the session and freed my hand from him
and asked me to move on .............I reached a tunnel of white light and
before Dr.Vandana could asked me to enter the tunnel i had reached the end of
it so She asked me to start looking around and regressing to where i would get
my answers for this session.................. I was a man about 38years of
age , very well dressed who smoked
......Very clearly knew that I was in London , i kept on looking at my pocket
watch as i had an appointment at 2 pm with someone .............A very
important appointment....the guy did not turn up which was making me very
nervous & helpless, i started to feel a pain in my left arm and heart area
to which i knew that i was having heart problem.... at this point Dr.Vandana
asked me to go to the next event and i saw that i was home , a domestic help
served me with a cup of tea in an English style ....I was waiting and i knew
the person i was waiting for was my wife, the waiting was keeping me upset and
grieving.
The next scene was at supper, where my wife and my
8 years old daughter were at the table, my wife was saying supper prayers and
my daughter and I were playing a little game, winking at each other and being
just playful............. It took me a while to move from this scene and next
scene was something i resisted to reach at , i was hugging my wife but i knew
she did not love me, at this point i started crying and i said i love her so
much and she does not love me and then i saw who she loved , my present life
partner who was watching us and enjoying my misery and helplessness........The
worst was he did not even love my wife but she knew nothing about it, she did
not know that he was just using her.
At this time Dr.Vandana asked me to find out why
did he want to hurt me and when i regressed to earlier time in my life i saw
that we were all playing soccer , i was very good at games, sports , studies
and was the most favourite of all teachers, neighbourhood and he was a
neglected child from a broken family who was not even good looking and had
inferiority complex ....He hated me as i was too popular, next scene was that i
had graduated from College and i was getting engaged to the most amazing girl
in my community and we loved each other immensely .............Dr.Vandana asked
me if this person was attending my wedding, i saw that he was not invited and
was not in church however he was watching from outside. We were a happy couple
and we were soon blessed with a baby girl.
Next i saw was that i was to leave for an
assignment which prolonged to about a year , at this time Dr.Vandana asked me
to see how my wife met the guy..........It was during a neighbourhood get
together or some kind of festival where they met and next they met for an
evening tea at my place and at this moment i started crying again as he was
holding my wife’s hand.............I cried a lot and then Dr.Vandana asked me
to move to the next important event, which was the night i came back from work
and i saw my wife and the guy in my bedroom.............I started sobbing, left
the house, walking aimlessly on roads, felt broken , cheated and
shattered............after 2-3 days i came back home. At this point Dr.Vandana
asked me what that appointment all about was. The first scene when my
regression started.
That meeting was about hiring someone to kill both
my wife and her lover and when the guy did not turn up i felt that all my plans
would fail ..............Dr.Vandana asked me what happened next, you went home
and were having dinner to which i answered that i never had dinner that night,
i was just sitting at the table. She asked me what happened after that and i
was refusing to answer , it took me a long time to talk and when i talked i revealed
that i had killed my wife, with a knife, i slit her throat. She asked me did
you run away after that i said no, i hid somewhere to see what happens next and
as anticipated the lover had come, he was sitting by her side and
shocked............and i kept on saying he is not having any feeling, he is not
upset, he is not sad, he is just shocked, he never loved my wife. Next was that
the domestic saw him with my wife’s dead body and eventually he was taken to a
place which looked like prison and later i read from newspaper that he was
charged guilty which gave me immense satisfaction and happiness....It felt like
a bonus as i had not planned it but then he was punished. At this time
Dr.Vandana asked me if i was feeling guilty and i said no, i had given her
enough chances.............
Dr.Vandana asked me to see how he was feeling so i
saw him in jail, where he was sitting with his lifeless eyes, the same
calculative mind, with absolutely no emotions or feelings however i knew he
wanted revenge and he was just waiting for the right time..................I
saw the same person for the second time in my regressions and each time he had
the same eyes, emotionless....lifeless!!! Complex and EVIL.
What
happened next was that my daughter grew up and i fell more sick as time
went by , she had become a nurse ..............I died in d hospital from
illness related to heart and lungs A doctor, 2 nurses and my daughter were
present.
I was asked by doctor to see what happened to my
body and i was very upset to know that my daughter had donated my body for
research to a hospital , i died in 1940 and my daughter who was a nurse in India
had donated my body to a medical school and i was buried after 1-2 months
..........I was very upset that without my consent my body was donated
.............I was buried like an unknown person with no stone in some unknown
place within the hospital...................then i stated that since in India
they don’t burry the body, they did not know how to do it.
After my death Dr.Vandana asked me to go and seek
forgiveness from the guy , I went to him in jail and met him, forgave him and
also explained him that i was hurt and it was him who started to hurt me etc.,
it took me a lot of time and eventually we hugged and forgave each other , for
the first time whether in regression or in real life i saw life in his eyes and
we smiled and parted ways then i left to join the divine light, i saw my soul
mates and also the master soul, this time i was a greyish light not too bright
so Dr.Vandana healed me with divine light and then the master soul blessed me
too and i asked him about my soul mate again and he reassured me that i would
be with my soul mate in present life. I did not ask anything this time from my
soul mate as i knew he was busy finishing an un finished work so that we could
be together.
I rested in white light and received blessings
....................Dr.Vandana asked me to forgive my wife and my partner “s
friend from real life who had helped my partner to plan my death but i was too
tired and i told her that it was not required as that is what the master soul
had indicated.
It is so strange how we keep carrying impressions
and how we plan to pay for our deeds ....I feel blessed to have been able to
experice this past life.......
Thank you Dr.Vandana
