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A 35 year old woman came for past life
regression to know why her husband committed suicide. She felt completely lost
and helpless without him. She came for
regression within a month of her husband’s suicide. They were in love since she
was thirteen years of age. She met him for the first time at 13, their eyes met
and they instantly fell in love with each other. She started visiting his home
at the age of 16 to take care of his mother who was suffering from cancer. She married
at the age of 20 years. This year there was loss in their business. On his
birthday, at 7 pm, her husband gave his watch to their 10 year old son and left
home. She thought he has left to bring something as they were celebrating his
birthday. When he didn’t return for some time, she lodged missing complaint
with the police at 9:15 PM and at 3 AM he was found semiconscious. He told the
police that he has taken poison. She met him last time in the hospital. He held
her hand till his last. When he loved me so much how could he do such thing?
SESSION……
It’s a small village of clay
huts, sand dunes & no vegetation in Rajasthan of early 19th
century. I am a girl with long hair wearing yellow Ghagra and silver ear rings.
We have 1 cow and 2 goats. A boy lives two houses away from our home. He always
looks at me. I am 13 years and he is 16 years. He is my present life husband.
Its night, few men carrying swords raided our village. All are crying. They
kill my parents. They take away cow and goats. I am crying. Now an old man from
the village is taking care of me. I call him Baba. He sleeps outside the hut.
Now the boy and I talk to each other sometimes. I am still in my teens. The
baba is very sick. People come and meet him. Now he is also dead. All of a
sudden I am left all alone. I feel very sad. The boy looks at me from far but
doesn’t come to talk to me because I live alone. People say I am an unlucky
girl. Now no-body talks to me & no-body cares for me in the village. Early
morning I cut my wrist. I committed suicide. Villagers cremate me. All except
the boy have left. He is crying. In light master light came for guidance. She
asked why her husband did this. Answer came he had this much time only.
