I saw myself in a very green place with
wooden houses. I was wearing some clothing that looked very rough and un kept.
I realised it was a very old time sometime in 1700s. I was in Ireland. A male
life.
I had a humble wooden hut, some farmland
which was very small and i had two horses. There were civil wars happening, i
could sense disturbance and a lack of friendliness in everyone, everyone was
scared of being open to communication, many houses were raided and people were
being removed from their homes , their lands were confiscated , it was a time
of trouble . I knew i had a family but i was always so busy with other men
discussing the day today life as we were always alarmed ,armed and had to
protect the family.
Everyone had decided that i would be the
spokesperson of the area we lived so
that we could reach a compromise and settle the issue without any bloodshed. I
could see flashes of houses being on fire, killing & cruelty.
Next i saw was that I was in green fields
and there was a cliff where i was to meet a man from the other neighbouring
village and we were to negotiate and talk so that we could have peace amongst
our two villages and unite. I was waiting at the edge of the cliff overlooking
the sea wondering how beautiful it would have been to go back to old times when
everyone lived in peace. At this point i was unable to regress further ,
Dr.Vandana asked me to look from above, I realized that i was no more alive and
i was looking from above at myself being drowned in the sea.
I was pushed into the cold waters , it was
near sunset when i was pushed off the cliff and into the sea, I did not really
drown in the real sense as i was a good swimmer, the water was so cold that the
shock of cold water made my heart stop beating. I don’t know how can that death
be described but it was the shock of being pushed off the cliff combined the
freezing cold water that killed me.
I was finding difficulty to move above , i
had no strength and was feeling heavy . I had a very severe pain in my head ,
at the back of my head due to which i was finding difficulty in moving up.
Dr.Vandana helped me reach the white light and help me rest .
I
told Dr.Vnadana that my lesson was “never
to trust anyone”. I tried to recognize the person who had killed me and I
could see eyes who were very familiar , I knew who he was.
I also had seen that i had hit my head to
an edge of a stone or a part of the cliff while falling and i had got a head
injury due to which i had such a severe headache. I was going through too much
pain and agony, I saw the master light ,
had a brief blessing from the master light which helped me in resting and
getting relief .
Now that i think of the trust issue i have
had in my relationships i see it has always been very deep , there are many
more people who go through bad relations or have problems with friends but no
one had become so extremely cautious as i was. I had recognised the flaw in me
and this lesson was engraved on my soul
and since i had had similar issues in life i was very comfortable with it not
knowing this was causing some part of my loneliness. I am glad that i regressed
to this life as past life therapy helps you , re live and re experience all the
pain and trauma and then it releases the issue for good, once you identify an
issue in a past life session you release that pain and this therapy brings an
understanding that this was a matter of the past and it is not going to happen
again as a result we stop repeating our fear and we stop sending the universe
the wrong signals. Now I know that when
deep inside i believed no one is trustworthy and I can not trust too many
people i was continuously sending the wrong signal to the universe, i was not
actively talking about it but in any situation i would analyse people and
conclude that I could not trust and i kept on meeting those people .
