Why am I not getting
married?
Session.....
We are in the jungle.
I am a small girl. We are happy. It is African tribe. It is evening and we are dancing around fire.
Now I am 16 yrs old. I am sleeping with a man in the hut. It is morning we both
are going to the jungle for hunting. I am not afraid at all. Life is simple and
good. There is lot of love and laughter in life. Everything we work together.
We have two children. It was a simple life. Now I left that life. In this life
I am in the Europe. I am a woman. I earn good. I am beautiful. I like hurting
men. I am heartless. I feel I insult men. It seems I got married. I threw the
man down from the balcony. I feel man wanted to make me feel small. At 45 I
died sitting in my rocking chair. People put me in coffin and buried. I opened
my eyes. I am feeling suffocated. I want to get out but slowly dullness is
overpowering me. I am going towards light. It is so peaceful. The purpose of my
present life is to love and trust people.
