11th Life :
I have so far shared the experience and
learnings i have had in my previous 10 regressions, at this moment and after i
have gone through many sessions when i look back i see how amazing and
beautiful my journey has been, my questions have been answered and my undersatnding of life events and the
law governing my life events have increased so much that my life has changed, i
am more at peace with myself, i can understand others better , i am more
positive and do not complain anymore hence i am more grateful and i feel so
blessed.
I am sharing my experiences as i know many
of you who are reading these articles would have similar questions and maybe
this would help you find your answers too or look for help.
I have now started getting body symptoms
before an important learning or event is to unfold , so like the last time i
had nausea and initially i did not realize what was happening , i kept on
wondering if it was bad food, weather, tiresomeness and finally i knew what it
was, i had something coming up, I called Dr.Vandana for an appointment and
further reached her clinic as scheduled. We started with a short meditation and
body cleansing and proceeded further to regression , i entered trans state as
quickly as i usually do and i saw myself as a girl around the age of 13-14 and
i was entering a house , nice, cozy home with a green grass lawn, a white
painted house....I was baby sitting a small 4-5 years old kid, he was not my brother but i was very
attached to that baby, his parents would come by 5 pm and that was the time i
would leave for my home. I was asked to see where i stayed and i was staying in
an orphange , i was well over the age i was allowed to stay however i was a
favorite of nuns there who run the orphange attached to the church so i was
permitted to stay. I needed to know how did i end up being in the orphange
so i travelled back and i Saw my current
life mother leaving the city with my younger brother and leaving me behind, i
was then at the age of 7/8 with brown
hair, wearing a long white frok , i could see them go but i still did not know
what did that mean and never came to know either.
Dr.Vandana asked me to recognize the place
and it was very clear that it was Canada.
The next scene was that i was married and
my husband (who happens to be my soulmate as i have seen many times in previous
sessions )was bed ridden, i was working
and i would take care of him , i had to travel back to see how and why was he
bed ridden and how did we get married, when i reached back to the time, i saw
that we were class mates in college and we fell in love very young and got
married at the age of 21-22 and after a few years when i was just 26 years old
he met with an accident, he was benjamin and after that accident benjamin could
not move as he had got paralized waist below.... Dr. Vandana asked me if i ever
met any other man and the answer was no , I loved benjamin and i was happy and
contented taking care of him, he on the other hand was very sad and his
dosability had taken a tall on him.
When i was taken to the most important
event in my life which usually is why one wants to have the regression and is
the event which has the lesson one carries from that life, i saw myself a
middle aged woman, now age and the fact of being both the bread winner and the
nurse for my husband was showing on my face and i was no more the happy woman i
was , the scene i saw brought a smile on my face and was when Benjamin and me
walked out of the hospital ,he was cured and he could walk now, i was so happy and felt
that all that pain and sufferring was worth those many years, after that i saw a scene where i came home
from work and saw Benjamin hanged from the ceiling, he left me alone after all
those years and all those efforts. He had become too sadistic and had started
to believe that he is worthless and he should not live anymore, i did not blame
him but i felt so lonely , i left that house and went back to the church and
soon after i died too. Till this moment i had not cared to identify myself as i
had sacrificed my life for my soulmate , when Dr.Vandana asked me to see what
it was written on my grave stone , it read “ Anna who gave her life for love”
and i started crying , my tears did not stop for a few minutes and then when i
calmed down i entered the LBL , i was a pure white light,felt very light and
travelled very comfortably , as i reached the place, i saw the Master soul and
my soulmates too. My soulmate came and joined me and took my hand , i looked
back for the Master Soul’s approval , he gave the permission with a nod , so once
again i asked the master soul would my soulmate and me be together in this life
and at this time he embraced us and gave us his blissings , we became one with
him and totally embraced in his light .
The lesson i learnt in that life was “never
love so immensly and give the other person the chance to love you and care for
you as much “
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