My Self is
evaporated. I am stuck in my present life, why ?
Case: A lady doctor, 36 married came up
with the above lines. The relationship with father in present life wasn’t
cordial since the beginning. Husband is a good man and earns well but I
couldn’t connect with him since the starting of the marriage. She has constant
feelings of sadness together with anger.
Regression: She regresses to
a life in the year of 1920, as a young girl from a well to do family where she
was loved by her father more than younger brother. The father was murdered when
she was around the age of 6-7 years, in front of whole family. After this event
soon they had to shift to a very small place to live and face scarcity of money.
Her brother was caught up into bad company. At the age of 18-20 years she was
married to a 65 year old man for three (3) gold coins. She correctly and
clearly visualized those gold coins. The old man had an old wife living in a
big single room far away . Both of them were sick and died within the time span
of 6 months. She was totally isolated and stuck in the house for 15 years and never come out. Then after 15 years her
brother came to meet her and realized that she wasn’t able to connect. Her
brother noticed that there was an emotional blankness in her and went away
soon. She died living alone at the age of 34 years. When she was being buried
her brother was there. Soon everyone dispersed but her brother was still sitting
with his head bowed down in agony. It was raining heavily and she experienced
herself sitting near her brother, seeing him, after she was buried. She
couldn’t forgive him because he didn’t stand by her when she needed him the
most. A lot of healing work was done only then she was able to move up.
In LBL (Life between Lives):
Master light came (orange color) and healed her for a long time.
Guidance given was:
1) Have faith
2) Don’t get angry
3) Forgive
Re-Orientation:
1) She felt that she was stuck up at only one place for 15 years, this
feeling was very intensely felt by her.
2) Self is evaporated-this feeling corresponds to a long hollow in past life.
3) Brother in past life is father in present life. She felt this disharmony in
relationship since childhood.
After three
weeks of plr session…..
The feeling
of belonging came within three days…
With father
it was a better feeling , not that much hurts….
Within two
weeks husband called , came to take her, she went happily with him, even before
the appointment of next session…..
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