#Cause and Effect
#Karmic Link
~Why I have a
daughter with autism/ Asperger? Why my relationship with husband is so
difficult? What is the purpose of my life? A 42 year woman, with these queries,
came to know the reason of her extreme sufferings.
Session…..
It is a beautiful
small English house surrounded by trees. My parents and 4-5 kids are sitting in
a room. All are talking. I am a girl wearing frock.
I am a young
woman in a Church. It is my wedding. The groom is along with a six year old
boy, his son. After marriage, I came to a big home with lot of wooden work. My husband
is a very important person, always busy, not bothered about me.
Lots of people
have gathered here. There is a party. The boy calls me mom. It is his birthday
celebrations. I am attending everybody. My husband is not present.
It is very lonely
life, just taking care of boy and home. Now I am holding a small girl child in
my hands. The boy is of 1o years now,
very happy, jumping around. I am feeling little happy but I do not like the boy.
He is not my son. He hurts my daughter. I want to protect her. I want him to go
away (started crying).
My daughter is
grown up but it seems I am around her all the time as something is wrong with
her. I always worry about her. She is tall now. It seems she has the similar
type of disorder—Autism/Asperger. I teach her to play piano. Boy is not at
home. Three of us, my husband, my daughter and me are here. I did not allow him
to live with us. He is growing up at some other place.
I am pregnant
again. I am 40 now. I have lot of health problems. I have severe breathing
difficulty. My husband and daughter are present near me. I think I am at full
term. I am sinking, feeling numb, feel no pain anywhere. I am no more. There is
lot of sadness that I did not give birth to child. My last thought was about my
daughter and that I should have loved boy. I am buried, it is 1859. My name is
Mary.
Guided to light,
the master light came, when she asked what is the purpose of my current life ?
The answer came - love everybody, selfless love. In that life you did not love
the boy so in this life you have to learn unconditional love. The husband and
daughter are my current life husband and daughter also, more difficult to live
with.
As a past life
regression therapist again I witnessed karmic link affecting present life so
much, We must sow all the seeds in our life with love.
