Lesson Learnt after Past life
regression therapy - Happiness lies within self.
Session…..
I a woman in my thirties, dressed in
a white top, pleated skirt, a golden belt and shoes. It seems I am a woman of
status. I am single and rich but feel I have nothing despite having all the
wealth. I am with a tall man in a very expensive three piece
grey suit. He is smoking a pipe. He is sitting on a bench and I am lying down
resting my head in his lap. I am listening and looking at him. I hope the
promises he is making are true but deep inside me I know these too are empty
and shallow. I had many short term relationships without expecting anything out
of these relationships. I felt they were too shallow.
I am at an event. I am
wearing a long white gown, expensive jewels and carrying a fur coat. There is
press and cameras are flashing. I am very comfortable with the attention. I am
a famous Hollywood actress.
I am rehearsing for a live musical
performance on the stage. Now it is evening. The hall is full of people. I
along with a group of girls am performing a song and dance musical. I am
singing and dancing both. The girls are also dancing along with me. The tall
man is there at the back stage. I get injured and hurt while performing
[visible pain symptoms]. I have fracture.
I return to work after my healing but
they refuse me the work. A new girl has replaced me. My contract was cancelled
after my injury. I am furious and angry. I am sad too because my
short term fame would fade away soon. I met the performer who has replaced
me. I mixed her drink with some substance which made her very
sick. I treated her badly. I was hurt and held her responsible for
my misery. I am drinking and smoking excessively. I am lonely and
sad.
I am dead. I died of overdose of drug
and alcohol. My two domestic help discovered my body. They were not shocked as
they were expecting this to happen. I was always drunk and not very nice to
them either. Maybe they also felt relieved. There are just 2-3 persons at my
funeral. I died a very sad and lonely death. I moved above, it was not easy for
me to move up. I am in the white light. I feel I have to rest here. Master soul
blessed me for a very long time and wanted me to have patience [visibly cried].
I felt it was a life wasted. I was very famous and wealthy but not happy ……...I
was lonely!
Reorientation……
I model in selective assignments. I
participated in small pageants and have always won the crown. I never wanted to
be in limelight and too much attention never excited me. I don’t remember
taking compliments seriously ever. People found in me resemblance to various
personalities both of the Bollywood and Hollywood .....But all this never
flattered and made me happy. I inherit a sense of style and have been
complimented for my unique style. I can be both at the heart of a gathering or
feel extremely aloof even amongst most close ones. I turned down movie offers.
I would get selected after auditions and would start praying God help me please
out of it. Almost every person I have met told me I should take
modeling and acting seriously but the immediate thought would be “They can’t
even imagine what a sad and lonely life that would be”.
The past life regression left a
strange feeling. I was unhappy because I thought my fame will fade away soon
and it resulted in self abuse. I was searching for happiness in the public
applause. I never bothered to ponder over what I was doing for my own self and
what did my lonely heart wanted. The measure of my achievement, success and
satisfaction has been the public applause to my performances. It seems I
carried it with me even in this life. I, as an actor, always performed to make
sure everyone else is happy and pleased. It has been the only measure of my
success. I never thought what I wanted. Lesson learnt; “Look for
happiness within, search of happiness in your surroundings end up being alone
and wasted.”
Amazing! I feel so much at calm and
peace today. I understand that all problems in life will not get
resolved at a click but if a person becomes compassionate, non- judgmental,
stop playing victim, do not hold others responsible instead look for solutions
and answers within will help remain grounded and happy.
