Why do I feel sadness?

A client  said Dr Vandana I feel my life is not normal. There is sadness inside me.  I want to experience my past life. 

Session…….

I am 18 year old girl standing near a well talking to a tall boy working in field. I am very happy talking to him but my mother does not like him. He is poor. She abuses him.  

I am in my home. The boy came to meet me and went back. I am wearing a colourful dress and Jewellery. I am looking beautiful. My mother is getting me married to someone.  The boy is wearing turban. We are going to his home after marriage. It is very far. My husband is a good person but I did not want to marry him. My mother in law is not good. Now I have a girl child. I am feeling good. I do not talk much with my husband.  I always remember that poor boy. My daughter is seven years old.  I told my husband I want to go to meet my mother. He agreed. I went to my village.

Next day I went to the well where I used to meet the boy. He is not there. The villagers told me he died. I felt very bad and sat under the tree near the well.  After sometime, I am again going to the well. I jumped into the well. I am floating in the well. My eyes are open. I am sinking. I am dead. 

Next day villagers took my body out of the well. My mother and husband are sad. My daughter is crying. I am cremated. My mother and daughter are same in the present life.  My last thought was that now I will meet him.