Social
anxiety and past life link
A
15 year old girl unable to speak to others with severe social anxiety came for
PLR. She said, Doctor; why am I so different psychologically? I want to find
the reason in my past life.
Session…
I am walking on a road. It is cloudy. Now
road turned and I am in front of a house. It has two doors, wide and open. It
is morning. I am entering a door. I am in the corridor. It is night time. I am
climbing stairs. There are three rooms. I am entering one room. I am wearing grey skirt and sleeping on bed.
I am hearing some voices from the other room. A man and a woman are talking and
laughing. In morning I went outside in the garden. It seems I do not feel
anything. I heard a male voice calling me. I went inside but do not find
anyone. There is no one around. I eat alone. I hear voices of people laughing.
I again came out in the garden. There is a swing. I lay down on it. I feel as
if I have to go somewhere but I do not know where. Again I went inside and
standing at the foot of stairs. There is a door behind stairs. I opened it. It
is a ground. I am looking around. I have to go somewhere and I am looking for
something but I cannot find it. Again I go outside and lay on the grass
watching stars. I came back inside home. I hear voices again. I am in my room
thinking that I do not belong to this home. I am staying here for short time. I
have to go somewhere.
It is almost one year now. I decided to walk
down towards main road. I am wearing a red jacket with a grey pant. This road
is lined with trees on both sides. I keep on walking. I am not in hurry. It is
getting cloudy. The road is steep and going towards hill top. I tried a lot and
reached there in the evening. At the hill top I see one road going towards
right and another towards a water body near a cliff on the left side. I choose
the road towards the cliff and reach there. I wanted to jump but decided
against it. Now I see another way and keep walking. I reached a huge gate. I am
very confused now but I do not have any fear. I decided against entering the
gate. I walk to the jungle. For last three and half days I am just walking. I
am lost in the jungle. I sleep circled with trees. I do not feel anything. One
day death came to me. I was thinking how I lived all alone in that house with
voices for three years. My physical body is very tired and my mind is blank. The
person was guided towards light and soul retrieval done. In light guidance came
there is a reason behind all of it and you are learning lesson from it. Keep on
working on yourself.
Reorientation… I found the reason for my social
anxiety and why I have a different perception. It was a difficult life to live.
Thank you, Doctor Vandana.
