~A 29
year old man with the diagnosis of erectile dysfunction came for past life
regression. His wanted to know why I have ED and why I took birth in such a
strange family? My father left home, my
mother is depressed, brother is spastic and sister is BPD patient. Why I don’t
have a normal life?
SESSION…..
It is
a village. I live in a hut. I am 7 years and I am very black. My whole family
is black. We are manual workers. Epidemic has spread in the village. My
parents, sister and lot of villagers are dead. All are cremated together. The
survivors are crying. I go to others for meals. I also started manual work when
I grew up. Now I am 22 years of age. Villagers have arranged my marriage. I am
walking in the front. Very few people are walking along with me. It is very
simple Mandap and marriage ceremony.
I am
back in my hut with my wife. She is very fair, oval face and very beautiful. I am
having complex. I am looking ugly and she is beautiful. I am feeling disconnected
with her. During day I go to work & in night I lose confidence. She shouts
at me and I feel very inferior to her.
We never had physical relation. I lost confidence of having sex due to
inferiority complex. And she used to get frustrated and started shouting at me.
I feel ashamed of my manhood. I am 30 years and my wife eloped with someone. I
am very sad. I am in the hut all alone. I work and roam here and there.
I am
40 years. I walk down to the temple on the bank of river and jump into the
river. I am dead. It was an empty life. The lesson I needed to learn How to
live alone?
Guided
to light. In light received guidance from master that you are destined to live
alone in this life. Regarding the question of strange family, the answer given
is that in one life you had badly hurt them, in this life you are repaying
them.
