SESSION…….
I am 20
years old walking continuously. I left my home because my step mother does not
tolerate me and does not want me to live there. It’s India and very old times.
I walked for many days, crossed many villages on the way and reached a very faraway
place where King lived. I start working in palace. I drive princess’s carriage.
The king is very old. Princess started loving me. I am being married to the princess.
King died after two years of marriage. My son is born. I am wearing King’s
attire and sitting in a Durbar. My 3-4 year old son died due to illness when I
reached thirty. My wife is very sad and quiet. She is not even taking proper
meals. I try my level best to make her happy. There is lot of responsibility of
the kingdom on me. I face silent opposition in Durbar because I am not a Royal
blood. My Queen remains sad despite my putting in lot of efforts to make her
happy. She died within a year of our son’s death due her sadness. I am very
lonely& always thoughtful. Durbar i’s cheat me. My wife was the only person
who loved me in life. I am 50 years and sitting all alone thinking if only my
wife, who loved me so much, would have been with me, my life would have been
wonderful. I am feeling bad “why we had a child If death of the child was to take
away my wife from me”. Life went on as a burden and in loneliness. I am 80 and
all alone in the palace. Its night I am dying naturally. Next day the whole
city gathered in my cremation. I am cremated on sandalwood pyre with full
honors. My last thought was “the loneliness is killing, one should have family”.
Family is a must.
REORIENTATION…….
He
said, Dr.Vandana ,perhaps the exclusive thought “we should not have had a child,
at least my wife would be live with me”
carried by me for a long time in my past life is the reason for my predicament
in current life. I got married at the age of 20 years and all our medical
reports are normal. We have tried all available infertility treatments but all
proved futile. As a therapist I recommended adoption.
