I met Dr.Vandana with a blank state of mind, detached and told here even if i can recognize true love i am either in denial of the feeling or it just does not matter .......anyways after a lengthy consultation session i took an appointment and just before the session , about 2 days before if i am precise i started to feel that i was coming close to know the biggest secret of my life and i wld be able to clear the path to my current life’s purpose.
When i met Dr.Vandana for my session i told her my state of mind and she made me meditate and did the cleansing After in a semi hypnotized state i reached the bed where i was taken to a deep trans ..
It was a beautiful garden and i was a female soul, waiting in a beautiful garden in my red jacket waiting for someone..........day passed and by evening and before dark i realized that he would never turn up so i went home, a wooden home with yellow light in a forest with no neighborhood in sight.........i knew i had to have my food alone as my family was upset with me.
Dr.Vandana asked my to see around and see how many people are there in my family, i could see mom who happens to be my mother in current life, my father and a brother who was 10 years younger. Dr asked me to move forward in time and try and see what happens next , what i saw was i ate alone at supper and went to bed, i had a modest but very warm family, dad was alot elder to mom, 20 years elder.
When Dr asked me to move ahead in time i realized that everyone in my family had duties to complete during the day so we never had lunch together, at this point Dr. Vanadana asked me who i was waiting for in teh garden , , he was my love and was supposed to purpose me that day, a young tall man who was in his mid thirties, very well dressed with brown hair..........He was different from us , a person of status and had too many conditions for marriage , he was proud with a tall ego and that had stopped him that day from purposing me.
The next i saw myself was that i was travelling , i boarded a big ship and was waving goodbye at my family, i left Canada for good and i knew i wld never come back. I reached a place much more crowded than my native place , it was a European country but i could not recognize the place, i stayed in a very small and dirty place where mostly single women stayed, i was cleaning all the time and i suppose that was my mode of income and suddenly i felt heavy , i was pregnant and had a bump. I gave birth to a son in my room with the help of some women in the building and i loved my son...............i was very contented and continued working. Dr.Vandana asked if ever my family visited me and my reply was no , i mentioned a few times that i was very contented and i was in fact very surprised that i never missed home. Dr.Vandana asked me if there was any communication with family and i mentioned that i used to write to them initially but later i stopped. My son was growing and i was very happy. Dr asked me if i ever married and i said no and when she asked me how i looked i answered i was tall , very fair and pretty but tried to stay indoors and lower my looks so that i do not get noticed by men......... i wanted to avoid them.
Next event was that the father of my son and me were sitting across the table, he had found me , he had come to take me back but i refused to go with him, i did not tell him about his son and this was his punishment and my revenge. I did not forgive him.
The next was when my son was getting married to this woman i did not find very pretty and did not like who happens to be my younger sister in law in my current life , now i had my own little place to stay which was clean and i no more cleaned houses. My son was blessed with a baby boy and i realized my daughter in law was keeping my son happy and was a good mother so i started to like her. Every Sunday they would come to visit me. It was one of those Sundays while waiting for my son and his family i died on the chair .............after 15 minutes they arrived and i could see my son restless running up and down , upset and daughter in law holding my hand and crying and my grand child just observing.
At this point Dr.Vandana asked me to see what happened to that man and i told her that he had written me a letter and seeked forgiveness but i threw the letter in the bin and never replied so she asked me to go to him before his death and forgive him , i reached that moment , he was parallized and lying on death bed, i forgave him and told him that he shld have not put his pride above love and i also seeked forgiveness for not telling him about his son............once i felt the process was complete then Dr. Vnadana asked me to disconnect the cord which appeared a bright white cord connecting our head but when i tried to disconnect it became a grey cloud. DR healed the grey cloud with the help of divine light (her technique) and then i disconnected however the soul still wanted to finish another un finished task..........i went home , explained my mother why i never wrote back and asked for forgiveness, then met my brother and apologized that i cld not be a good sister and be with him when he needed me the most and once i was done i moved easily up , at a very high speed.
When i was forgiving my lover i realized he was my dad in current life.............
After i reached the white light i knew i am to rest there for 10 years , Dr asked if i cld see any soulmate and there they were again , all of them , reading writing and lost in their scholar word again......i saw the same soul mate again , who was younger and had conveyed to me that no matter where i go i wld be re united with him again, with Dr vandana’s guidance i asked him a question that what are you writing and he showed me his book , it was written “ u wld be mine”, then he hel my hand and tried to push me towards himself so that i could join him, DR told me to ask how wld i know him and he replied he would push me on his own and it felt as if the time to meet him was very close now.
At this point Dr asked me if i could see the master and yes he was there right behind me , waiting lovingly for my conversation to finish and i turned around and asked him that i know i am here for a purpose and i know i am very close to that purpose , when is it ? when is the time and he gave me a very clear date .............
After that he surrounded me and gave me blessings, initially we both were of same colour and material silverfish but after the master soul embraced me and patted me on forehead with his blessings we both became translucent , so pure i was , crystal clear and i stayed in that state of abundance blessing to my full.... contented, blessed and light...........IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL FEELING !
I had recognized my soul mate but i was in denial ............he was my best friend............OH!! by the way my grave read Rose-1857 and i died in Italy.
“ The lesson i learnt was that one needs to be responsible for his own actions and be contented “
After this moment i told Dr.vandana that i was ready to come back…and wanted to know why my father always left me…..she use a different technique and guided me to the past life which has its root cause … and suddenly…..i reached to my another past life… i was in Greece , a deserted village, everyone had died , i had come back to check for something............Dr .Vandana asked me to go to an important event and i saw that i was 14/15 years old , eldest son and had 2 brothers( Both my brothers in current life), it was in 1600 yrs..........we were extremely poor. I saw my brothers eating and when Dr.asked why aren’t you eating i said i was elder and had to wait for them to finish as there was never enough food, mother was like a shadow , she really did not existed it seemed, father was always unstable and drunk , he was addicted to alcohol and he was always lying around with a bottle in his hand.............
When i saw myself first in this life i had come back looking for something , plague had killed everyone but my father had died of hunger , at this moment i started hauling and was continuously crying ............i said i left my father to die...in hunger.......I had taken my brothers away, as i could only either feed them or buy alcohol for my father so as a kid i had taken my bothers away and now that i could afford my father i had come back for him but i knew that he died long before plague hit the village and of hunger and my soul was so guilty............my father happened to be my father from the current life again , the next significant event in this life was my death, i was a respected man , kept in coffin which my younger brothers carried to grave yard............many people were around, i had never married in this life either.............i died a beautiful respectful death and my brothers were doing well ..............so here once again Dr.Vandana asked me to seek my father’s forgiveness which i did however i wanted to make him aware that he needs to be a responsible soul, he cant carry on leaving his children life after life so i spoke to him, made him understand and then forgave him and also asked for his forgiveness and it is only after i finished this responsibility i could go to rest .............this time after i rested Dr.Vandana helped me progress to future and i saw a beautiful even however would not be able to share the same on this platform.............
I had a beautiful experience and the lesson i learnt was “ sometimes the best decisions are not necessarily the right ones and while taking a decision one should always involve both heart and mind and not always practical decisions are the best ones for our soul journey.
Thank you Dr.Vandana for such an amazing experience..........
Thanks once again .................Your therapy and patience during the consultations has always made me so welcomed and comfortable ...........A lot has changed in my life and you have helped me live better.
