What did I do that he came into my life? Neither he leaves me nor do I leave him. A 41 year of age woman came to know what I did that he came into my life? Doctor Vandana, Neither he leaves me nor do I leave him. We are married for 15 years and have 2 kids. Session…. It is a small village in the hills. I am taking lunch with my parents & brothers. We are happy. They are Indian and I am foreigner and very beautiful (I do not know why?). I am twenty five. I have a job in Delhi. I met a very handsome boy at the airport and we smiled at each other. This is recent times. I am at my work place. I am very hard working. Oh God ! my boss ! he is my present life husband. He frequently calls me in his chamber. My name is Elena. One day he called me for dinner but I told him that you are married and left the job. Now I am jobless and live in a small room. I went to meet that boy at airport. I asked his help for a job. His name is Avinash. He advised me to get trained as a pilot as it is easy to find pilot job. I discussed with my parents and started training. I worked hard and after training I got a job. Me and Avinash started meeting regularly. I like him a lot. Life is good now. On day suddenly my ex-boss met me in a supermarket. He gave me dirty looks. Avinash stopped meeting me after a month. I searched for him but could not trace him. My ex-boss started stalking me and troubling me. One day I went to his office and hit him on the head with a log. He started bleeding. Police was informed. Police took me away. Next day my ex-boss got me released from the police custody. I found his home address, visited his home and told his wife everything. My Ex-Boss was also at home and he was looking at me with anger. Later on I learnt that his wife committed suicide. After few days the Ex-boss caught me on the way and took me to an isolated place and raped me. Angered I hit him on the head with a stone. He fell unconscious and same day I returned back to my home in village. Time passed by now I am 35. My father is sick and my brothers are not settled yet. We are now in difficult financial situation. I decided to go back to Delhi. Again searched for Avinash and found him. He told your ex-boss threatened to kill my parents, so I left the city and shifted to another place. We started meeting regularly. I started working. My brothers also got settled. Now I am 40 and we both got married. I gave birth to a daughter but she died after a year. I am happy. One day my ex-boss saw me in the market. I was afraid. Somehow I could run away. I told my husband. We both got worried. After few weeks, my ex-boss got Avinash killed. Then he came to meet me and asked me to marry him. I wanted to take revenge so I married him. He took me to his home after marriage. He takes lot of care of me and my brothers. As my father expired, he called my mother to live with us. But I hate him. He had a heart attack. In hospital I tried to mix some injection in his drug but he survived. He is on a wheel chair. He has transferred all of his business to me. He had another heart attack after few months and now he is bed ridden. I put him in a ground floor room. I place his meals far from him so that he cannot reach and eat it. I want him to suffer a lot. He pleads for my forgiveness. My mother started interfering. She took lot of care of him, gave him good food and he started improving. My mother also tells me to forgive him. But I could not. Now I am 50 and not well. My husband took a lot of care of me. My mother advises me to live in harmony. Now I do not hate him as much. I pretend everything is normal but inside there is deep dislikes for him. He loves me a lot and one day he died. I arranged a drink party at home after his cremation. At 55 years I died in car accident. The lesson I learnt “Do not hate so much”. Guided to her birth event she told I am born to a foreigner couple in Goa. They left me in a church and sister from Goa took me to an orphanage in Delhi, when I was 2 years, for adoption. My father was very good man. He used to visit orphanage and distributed sweets. He adopted me. Guided to the light she received blessings from Sai Baba.