Loneliness and past life
A young woman came to understand - Why every relation moves
out and ditch me? Why I have repeated
pattern of failed relationship? I feel loneliness since childhood.
Session……
I am a rich middle aged man and live a lavish life. I have a
chariot. I wear pant, shirt, hat, suit and boot. I always carry a stick in my
hand. I live in a big house with big garden. I have many Farms.
I am a cruel man. I torture people physically & mentally.
I beat my workers with my stick. I have a big ego of superiority that’s why I
did not marry. I did not think anybody will be as good as me and match me.
I enjoy separating couples and even do not allow them to
meet. I do not like their talking to each other. I do not allow them work together
at the same place and send them to at different work place. Couples meet behind
my back. I punish them whenever I come to know of it. Nobody is happy in my
estate.
Today I caught a young couple talking to each other. I went
near fire place in my lobby and sat there. I called both of them. I started
beating both of them. They are crying in pain. Boy is always coming in front of
the girl to save her from hit. Now I am beating the boy more ferociously. Many
servants came inside and are begging me to stop hitting. The boy died. The girl
is cursing me that you snatched my husband, gave so much pain that now you will
suffer and always live alone. She also died. I felt very bad. I asked my
servants to remove their bodies.
After that I feel very down. My health has started
deteriorating. I used to feel very restless. Now I am on the bed. My servants
do not come near me. People of my estate have revolted against me. They are
taking over my land. Nobody comes inside my room now. I am very unhappy. I am
getting very weak. People are deceiving me and nobody takes care of me. I am
dying slowly but I am worried about my riches and property. My death came very
slow. Nobody was with me. My body started rotting. When foul smell spread
outside, few people came and buried me unceremoniously in the country yard. It
was a waste of life. Lesson learnt that cruelty is not good. In light the
message came forgive yourself (visibly
crying & started asking forgiveness from all who have been hurt). The
white light came as a Master and gave peace.
Reorientation……
She was very emotional after this session as if integrating
the session. Any discussion seemed insignificant.
