#Cause and Effect #Karmic Link
Why do I have a daughter with
autism/ Asperger ? Why do I have a difficult relationship
with husband? What is the purpose of my life? A 42 year woman, with these
queries, came to understand the reasons of her extreme sufferings.
Session…..
It is a beautiful small English
house surrounded by trees. My parents along with 4-5 kids are sitting in a room
and talking. I am a girl wearing frock.
I am a young woman in a Church.
It is my wedding. The groom has come along with a six year old boy, his son. I came
to a big house with lot of wooden work after marriage. My husband is a very
important person, always busy, not bothered about me.
Lots of people have gathered here
for a party. The boy calls me mom. It is his birthday celebrations. I am
attending to every guest. My husband is not present.
Mine is very lonely life, just
taking care of the boy and home. Now I am holding a small girl child in my
hands. The boy is of 1o years now, very happy, jumping around. I am feeling
little happy but I do not like the boy. He hurts my daughter. I want to protect
her. I want him to go away (started crying).
My daughter is grown up now but
it seems I am around her all the time as something is wrong with her. I always
worry about her. It seems she has the similar type of disorder—Autism/Asperger.
I teach her to play piano. Boy is not at home. Three of us, my husband, daughter
and me are here. I did not allow him to live with us. He is growing up at some
other place.
I am pregnant again. I am 40
now. I have lot of health problems and severe breathing difficulty. My husband
and daughter are present near me. I think I am at full term. I am sinking,
feeling numb, feel no pain anywhere. I am no more. There is lot of sadness that
I did not give birth to child. My last thought was about my daughter and that I
should have loved the boy. I am buried, it is 1859. My name is Mary.
Guided to light, the master
light came, when she asked what is the purpose of my present life? The answer
came - love everybody, selfless love. In that life you did not love the boy so
in this life you have to learn unconditional love. The husband and daughter are
my current life husband and daughter also, more difficult to live with.
As a past life regression
therapist again I witnessed karmic link affecting present life so much, We must
sow all the seeds in our life with love.
