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A 39 year man
came to know the reason for broken relationships & feeling confused &
of hurt.
Session….
I am a Seth.
My name is Lokuram Saraswati. I live in Chandni Chowk area. It is 1900. I am
married. My wife is very good. I have two obedient sons. I am very social, very
satisfied & very religious. I am a regular visitor to Gourishankar Mandir. I
enjoy good prestige in my Biradari.
I am now of
50 years. There is lot of pressure in my heart. I delivered a wrong judgement
under influence of Biradari. The widow lost her property due to my judgement. I
feel I did wrong. She also cursed me for my judgement. My sons are getting
married but I am sad from inside. I am always restless. Now I feel confused
while taking any decision. I always feel hurt. I have everything but as time
passes, I feel her curse will make me suffer in my next lives. Everyone
respects me, loves me.
I am almost
62 having chest pain. I am at home. It is afternoon. My whole family is around
me. I remember Bhagwan Shiva. I want to surrender to Him. I have heart attack.
I die. I am cremated. A lot of people came. There was lot of pressure on my
heart and a feeling that I did wrong and the woman cursed me for that, at the
time of death. Lesson learnt one should take balanced decision without any
prejudice.
