Past life Regression Story
I saw myself at the age of 15 wearing brown cowboy pants, it
felt like i was not an obedient child anymore, i was not still helping the
black guy in any way and i was just living on that farm with them, it took me a
lot of effort to reach the event that had affected me, it was in Mexico city, i
was 17 years old and i was standing at a corner , smoking , i could sense that
i was a guy that people feared and if they talked to me or called me it was
because of my fearless and mischievousbehavior and not out of true respect,
next i heard the black guy calling me from behind by my name , he said “ hey
Bob”, and before i could turn my head fully , he hit me with a sharp edged
weapon in the head , i could feel the pain but not see the blood and i kept
telling Dr.Vandana that there is no blood, i was taken to a nursing home where
i was treated. after this point everything was blank and i could not progress
further, would lose Dr’s directions however finally i moved to another chapter,
at this point i was a 28 yrs old man , tall with brown hair, wore good clothes,
married with 2 kids and i knew i was in new York city .
By now i knew i was of Italian origin and had now settled in
new York, i was short tempered, did not respect my wife, did not love her
though i was attached to her and i was a chain smoker which i kept on telling
Dr.Vandana” I smoke alot, i smoke alot”.
Dr.Vandana asked me what did u do ? and i said i was always
at home , i only ordered, i no more worked and remained home most of the times
as now i had people work for me , and she asked what do they do for you ? I
answered they bring me the money, i am the Mafia Don .
She asked me if i ever killed anyone and i did not want to
answer, i said i no more kill and i only order my people to kill.She asked me
why did i stay home and i answered to protect my family.
She asked me again if i killed many people but i did not
answer and i could not progress, i said i am very short tempered, i dont like
my wife, women are good for nothing, they are only there to reproduce and they
can do nothing in life. My wife’s name was Mary,she was my mom-( in real
life)-.
I had an assistant who took care of everything , namely Billy..This
man is a friend in real life , someone who played a very major role in my
today’s misery. I told Dr.Vandana that Billy is the guy who would take care of
the business after me.
She asked my why i did not love my wife but i did not say
anything and again went into a discomfort mode. After sometime Dr.Vandana asked
me to move ahead in that life and then i was on the street, shot in the right
knee and in the right side of the stomach, it was a shoot out of two gangs and
i was shot, billi took me to a place where i felt i stayed for 3 months to
recover from the wounds. My knee healed however my stomach remained infectious
throughout life, interesting is that exactly at the age of 34 i started to have
this knee problem/ injury where after many tests and MRIs doctors are still not
sure what did cause it and asked me not to have any physical activity that
would put stress on my knee for 6-9 months but more interesting is the wound on
the right side of the stomach. I have a birth mark exactly at the same place.
It is amazing how we carry even the physical pain with us.
When i further progressed in my past life as Don Bob, i saw
myself at home, and suddenly i was hauling, the feeling of loss was so intense
that i was shaking and crying , when Dr.
Asked me to explain why i was crying i told her that my wife had sent both my sons to billy, as
she thought they were more safe with him ...I could never forgive my wife for
this act.
The next scene was that my wife was packing her suitcase and
wanted to leave, i did not stop her, i let her go. Dr.vandana sked me to see
where she was and i saw her in a house where women with no family and support
were taken care of , she died a lonely death there at maybe 34 and my younger
son was the only person present at her funeral.
Next Dr.Vandana asked me to see where my sons were and i
could see that they were with Billy , now young men, my elder son was a very
cruel and shrewd man , a bad soul with scary eyes , he happened to be the
closest person to me in this life who actually ruined my life and my younger
son was aloof , he was not happy being there.
After this i cld not progress further so Dr.Vandana asked me
to go back to childhood again , there i came to know how i had landed up living
with the black guy, i was 3 years old walking with my mom and dad on the street
and i was lost around noon, and by evening when no one came to take me ,the
black guy he took me to that farm and raised me, at this point i knew why he
hit me at the age of 17, i had become popular and the farm owner had asked me
to take care of the farm and had put him out of job and jealousy was the reason
for his action. This guy too has played a very major role in my today’s
problems.By now i knew who he was.
At this point Dr.Vandana asked me again if i ever killed
anyone and i said 4-5 maybe and i killed the black guy too. It felt as if i
felt the black guy and his action lead me to becming a don as after i killed
him in a state of revenge i had to turn away and
everntually i turned to a Don, i felt he was responsible for polluting my soul
and it is so amazing i feel the same about the person in my real life, i feel
he is the cause of me taking a very wrong decision and i have been tricked to a
situation that i never wanted to be in.
The next scene was when my elder son he came home, he was
furious, he wanted to kill me as he thought and belived i had sent his mom away
and was responsible for his death, i explained to him that she was not happy
and she herself left the house, showed him the cupboard that she had taken all
her belongings, he calmed down and left, at this moment i told Dr. That i did
not like him and he was a bad soul, he had killed many people and was cruel ,
she asked me why didnt i like my elder son and finally i told the secret that
he was not my son, he was my wife’s and billy’s son and i felt i never told this
to my son as i did not want him to hate his mother. Interesting is t fact that
the mother of the same person in my real life had ran away with her lover after
marriage and then was brought back home.
Dr.Vandana asked me if i had relations with any other women
and i refused very clearly. I was asked to go to the time of death , i saw
myself as 75 years old who was very weak due to excessive smoking and the wound
in the stomach. I was trying to turn off the light when i fell and died, my
body was there for 7 days and was eventually recovered by neighbours and police
came to take my body, i was not leaving the place till my body was taken care
of.
Doctor asked my what colour light i was and my answer was
that i was a grey powder, she asked me to move
on and go into the white light but i told her i wanted to go back , i
had some work, she told me to go back and finsih it and i went back to see my
younger son , i saw him and gave him my blessings and it is after that that i
cld move up and above, it was a great struggle to go to the white light ,
Dr.Vandana being a healer as well pushed me with her techniques and eventually
i reached the white light , it was magical and peaceful, i feel i rested there
for 7 years.
Before the session had started i had asked y me , why have i
been suffering all the time in very single life and i got my answers, she told
me to see the master and ask my questions, master was disappointed but still
waited to hear my question, after i asked the question he was furious and left,
the feeling i got was , he wanted to convey” when you know the answer why are
you fooling yourself and why are you wating my time “ i was shaken , Dr.Vandana
without hearing my question , had sensed that and immediately asked me to go to
my soulmates and ask from them and they too were disppointed and asked me to
look for answer within me”
After that Doctor asked me to go back and forgive the black
guy, my wife, my son, billy which i did , most difficult was my son, he was a
bad soul only seeking revenge , i tried and he seemed to be convinced , by this
time i was too tired and exhausted, dr Vandana asked me to take energy from
white light and then i was slowly brought back to my conscious level.
Its 3 weeks from my session now but i still feel the pain
and the tiredness as i had a very difficult life both physically and
emotionally. I have found many answers to my questions, i am more firm in my
decisions and have the ability to say no to the wrong people .
Thank you doctor.
