I had a very
strange experience during one of my travels to another city. I checked into the
hotel late at night at 11 PM. The room I entered felt very heavy. The air was
too sticky. The moment I got into bed I
felt an immense energy field surrounded me. It was so strong that i could not
move any limb. I was not scared but I could not understand what was going on. I
was so shocked. After some time it eased.
The next morning I got up and drew back the curtains. I saw a church and
the cross right out of the window. For
the next 3 days during my evening walk I went to that church and paid donation
and respect.
On the 3rd
night there was a problem with the curtains and i had to shift from that room.
I felt a pat on my shoulder and a voice saying “Do not go” while packing my
stuff. It seems the energy needed me and did not want to hurt me. Anyway I left
the room and the new room was absolutely fine.
After returning
back to my home town, I started to dream regularly about 2 ladies and a man’s
dead body with disfigured faces. They wanted to know something from me, it was
very scary. I narrated and discussed the
same with Dr.Vandana . I wished to understand
“why did i have to suffer in this life so much ?
Session ...
I am a tall man with brown hair and white
skin, wearing a hat. I am in European place with stone pavements, seems like Italy.
I am walking with the help of a stick and limping. The horse cart I was riding went
out of control and I fell down while trying to help control the horse cart. The
cart ran over my right leg and I could no more walk properly thereafter and had
to use the stick.
I am a 12 year
old boy, eldest among all the children in an orphanage. I am called Sam. The
care taker and young children love me. I am a responsible and kind child who
takes care of the younger kids in that place.
I have no one in my life and too lonely. I
am 38 and commit suicide. I am buried and my grave stone reads Samanuel .
Lesson learnt I
was lonely because it was by choice. If I had opened up with people and let my guard
down, I would not have been so lonely that I would end my life. Interestingly I
have the same pattern in this life too. I am lonely because I have chosen not
to open up to people.
Guided to another life time.....
I am a man of about 30-35. I have a long face
and a long nose. I do not look good at all. I am wearing a long brown coat. I
am stealing some silver goods from a house. The owners, two ladies and a man, are
at supper table. I wait and watch them from a corner (same people appear in my
dreams since my trip).
I am at a palatial
house. There is a big feast, many people dancing and moving around happily. I
climb up the wooden stairs and open a door.
A beautiful woman wearing jewellery is there. I enter the room molest her
and take her jewellery. I go to another room and open the door. There is a big
man who caught me and called the police (people of law). I am arrested and sent
to jail. I am sentenced to death. I am on a chair, a chair that was meant to be
a death chair. It is cold and I am shivering. I know my death is near. Now I
realize what I had done and I am regretful and scared. I died on the chair
feeling something like a strong shock.
I am sentenced
to death not because of robbery but because the 3 old people from whom I stole
the silver goods died of poisoning. I had poisoned them to make them unconscious
but the dose was more than required and hence they died. I did not have any remorse,
a soul with no conscious.
Guided to light,
I moved up as a dark smoky grey colour light.
When I reached light the colour started
to change and it became lighter and lighter.
Reorientation....
It seems they wanted to know why I poisoned
them. They wanted to tell me they would have given me the silver on my
asking. Why did I kill them and steal
from them? What wrong had they done to me? Their faces were disfigured in the dream
as they had died of severe poisoning. I got my answer.
