Why I feel sadness?
A 4o year old woman came and said Dr Vandana, I want to experience my past life. I feel my
life is not normal. I feel sadness inside me.
Session…….
I am 18 year old girl standing near
a well in the fields. A tall boy is working here. I am very happy talking to
him. My mother does not like him because he is poor. She abuses him.
Now I am in my home. We are also very
poor. The boy came to meet me and went back. I have only mother. She is getting
me married to someone. I am wearing a colourful dress and Jewellery. I am
looking beautiful. The boy is wearing turban. We are going to his home after
marriage. It is very far. My husband is good but I did not want to marry him.
His home is big. My mother in law is not good.
Now I have a girl child. I am
feeling good. I do not talk much with my husband. I always remember that poor boy. My daughter
is seven years old. I told my husband I
want to go to meet my mother. He agreed. I went to my village.
Next day I went to the well where
I used to meet the boy. He is not there. I enquired about him from the villagers.
They told me he died. I felt very bad. I sat under the tree near the well. After sometime, I am going to the well. I want
to die. I jumped into the well. I am floating in the well. My eyes are open. My
Duppata is also floating in water. I am sinking. I am dead. My last thought was
that now I will meet him.
Next day villagers took my body
out of the well. My mother and husband are sad. My daughter is crying. I am
cremated. My mother and daughter are same in the present life.
