Why do I keep on delaying my progress?
Client asked Dr Vandana; why do I keep on
delaying my progress, am I afraid of something? I wish to know its reason.
Session...
I am a
girl child inside a home. My home is warm. It is morning. My mother is sitting
on chair. She looks worried. It’s a big house. I don’t have anyone to play
with. I am 6 years old. I just keep sitting. I am sad and feel like crying. My mother
always looks worried. There is also a man. He is my father. It is night. I am
sleeping in a big room. I am feeling very lonely. I am crying. My mother came
into my room. She looks worried and she is also crying.
Today is my birthday. We are in the garden.
There is a table. There is cake and lot of other things. Other children are
playing in the garden but I am sitting and just watching them. I am feeling
sad. I feel something is wrong with my health.
It is night. I high fever. My mother is with me
and crying. I feel I could not make that night. My last thought was my mother
is worried and suffering. I was losing. I was very lonely inside. The lesson I
learnt that I should have enjoyed my time with my mom. My mother is also my
present life mother. The life I finished I could not do much due to physical
issue but I feel in my soul memory it is also there in my present life that I
could not do much. I feel this is the reason behind my nature of keep on
delaying progress in my present life.
Now I am in the light and getting some
Guidance. The light is very bright.
