I
am wearing very shabby clothes. I am some place having wooden houses among
greens. I realize it is a very old time sometime in Ireland of 1700s. I have a
humble wooden hut, small farmland and two horses. It is the time of civil war
and disturbances. There is lack of friendliness among each other. Everyone is
scared of being open to communication, many houses are being raided. People are
being removed from their homes and their farmlands confiscated. It is troubling
times. I can see flashes of houses being on fire, killing & cruelty. I am
busy discussing the day to day life with other men. We always remain alarmed
and armed in order to protect our families. Everyone decided that I would be
the spokesperson of the area. We tried that could reach a compromise and settle
the issue without any bloodshed.
I
am at a cliff at the end of green field and by the sea shore waiting for a man
from the other neighboring village to talk and negotiate so that we could have
peace amongst our two villages and unite. I am standing at the edge of the
cliff looking at the sea and wondering how beautiful it would be to go back to
old times when everyone lived in peace.
I
am pushed off the cliff into the cold sea waters near the sunset. The water is
so cold that the shock of cold water made my heart stop beating and I drown. It
is the shock of being pushed off the cliff combined the freezing cold water
that killed me. The eyes of the person who had pushed me off the cliff, seems to
be very familiar to me. It seems I know who he is.
I
am going through too much pain and agony that I find it difficult to move above
as I have no strength and feeling heavy. I have very severe pain at the back of
my head. My head had hit an edge of a stone projecting of the cliff while fall
and got head injury that gave such a severe headache. Guided to light I reach
the white light with difficulty. I am with my soul mates and the master light. Blessings
from the master light helped me rest and get relief from my pain .
Lesson learnt : “never to
trust anyone blindly”.
Re-Orientation…
Dr.Raghuvanshi,
Now that I think of the trust issue I have had in my relationships I see it has
always been very deep , there are many more people who go through bad relations
or have problems with friends but no one had become so extremely cautious as i
was. I had recognized the flaw in me and i was doing my best to causing some
part of my loneliness. I am glad that i regressed to this life as past life
therapy helps you, re live and re experience all the pain and trauma and then
it releases the issue for good, once you identify an issue in a past life
session you release that pain and this therapy brings an understanding that
this was a matter of the past and it is not going to happen again as a result
we stop repeating our fear and we stop sending the universe the wrong signals.
Thank you Doctor !!!