Guided and Healed
WHY??
A
person with whom I am in deep love but still fears expressing my love due to my insecurity in being in relationship with him. I ignored marriage proposals despite being uncomfortable in being in a relationship
with him.
I went into a beautiful cloud
which took me into the time where I will find my answers.
Session....
1st
life:
This
is 18th century England. I am 5 years old girl very beautiful having
dark brown curly hair (curly hair in present life also). Someone is lying on
bed (looks like my father at present) but was not very sure. It is a big house
and I am sitting on a large dining table all alone and crying. It seems my
mother is not alive. (may be this is the reason I am so attached to my mother
in present life).
I
am 21 and getting married. It is an English wedding. My husband is fair, have
light coloured eyes and a long face (person who is stalking me for some time
currently and which I dislike). I am wearing royal blue colour gown and my
husband is carrying me in his arms. Now I am 71 sitting on a rocking chair and
making a sweater. I had a heart stroke, died there on the chair. I am buried
and my name Rose is written on my grave. It seems I lived a lonely life and
suffered a lot of pain in heart [currently also during some anxiety I have
palpitations] and that is why I had heart attack. [healing done to unblock
heart chakra]
2nd
life:
I
am a woman standing in a desert. It is evening time and the year is 1942. There
is a hut and I go inside. There is a person lying on a cot. Now the same person
is sitting on some stones and drinking tea with his friends. A lady wearing
green coloured sari is standing by his side. It seems he is a labourer working
on road construction site there.
I
am wearing a red sari and getting married to same man I saw earlier. He is tall
dark and handsome man having big eyes and moustaches. He is wearing a Tilak on
his forehead and a garland made of marigold flowers around his neck. [It seems
he is the same person whom I love in my present life].
I
have three children, two daughters and a son. It seems my husband has left me
without telling me anything and went with some other woman [same woman who was
wearing green coloured sari] {visibly crying}. It seems he left because I was
not beautiful, dark coloured and having some kind of face marks. I am wearing a
brown coloured sari. I am around 80. I had a normal death. It is my funeral,
only my son is there. In light it was beautiful and peaceful moment for my
soul. I was in a petal shaped room filled with violet and pink light. Guidance
came I do not have a future with the person whom I am currently attached to.
Lesson learnt; all this was bound to happen but I should forget the past and
move towards my future. I should not ignore myself as in spite of being
beautiful in my present life I never appreciated myself.
Reorientation...
Blocking
of heart chakra maybe a major block for my marriage in my present life but confident
it is completely removed now.
