A divorced lady having unresolved issues came for PLR session.
Though divorced for last 10 years she still is obsessed with her ex-husband. She
suffers from phobia of drowning and has troubled relationship with her mother.
Session…….
I am a 15 year old girl living in a village with my mother
& brother. It is 15th century England. There is a church. My
mother does not want me at home. There is a big fat man who is not wearing
clothes on upper body. My mother (my mother in present life also) sends me with
him. My brother is against it but he cannot do anything. He is helpless. He is
just 7 and very young to protect me. The man (my present life husband) takes me
to a building. It is not a house and looks like a storage. He locks me in a dark
room, beats me with a stick and tortures me lot. He did not marry me. It seems he
is a mad man and takes pleasure in torturing me. I do not know how much time
has passed. I want to run away from here.
There is an opening for air in the room. I climb up to the
opening, cross it and reach outside. There is a very small place and it is very
difficult to sit. I am not able to sit and fall down into the water flowing below.
I am dead. I am 29. My Last thought was I want to be free.
Lesson learnt…I should have tried some other way to run away.
I did not want to die.
(As a therapist I feel forgiveness is very important, only
then she can be free from her issue). I advised her to seek the reason why the
man did this to her, she came to know that in one of her lives she troubled his
mother a lot. She asked for his forgiveness and forgave him herself. The man
started crying.
Guided to the light, a green light, her soul mate, responded
“I am with you and did not give identity. It told we are not separate. You are me and I am you.”
Reorientation……She said in present life also my mother
persuaded me to get married. She never wanted me to get close to my father and
brother. She did not tolerate me at home. It is because of this emotional depravation
I landed up marrying my present life husband. I committed a blunder. Thanks a
lot Dr. Raghuvanshi, I am feeling very
light .
