Session….
I am a tall man, wearing brown coat and brown horse riding trousers.
I am waiting for a girl in a beautiful garden. She is from the middle east
country. I loved her, we talked and held hands. She had promised to come back.
Something deep inside tells me that I am not going to see her again.
I am a doctor from a very well to do family. It is USA. I am a learned doctor in law living in a
beautiful white mansion type home. It is built with long pillars. (I like such
houses even in my present life). We have horses and a group of many people help
us take care of our property.
My mother and two children are there in home. They are of my brother
who also lives in the same house. We are
having our meals but we are not talking to each other. Now I am lying on bed in
my room waiting for the next day.
I am getting ready for my wedding. I am waiting for the bride. The
bride does not turn up instead police is looking for me. I run away with the help of my brother and am
hiding in a place which is like a vacation place or farm house. I am going to
surrender to the police after hiding for 3-4 months. I am arrested and imprisoned. The girl I loved
was boarding her ship to go to her home in middle east and her cousin who also loved
her had an argument with me about us. He killed and threw her in the sea.
Police found her body and thought that i killed her. Though I was a Doctorate
in Law yet I could not defend myself.
I am being taken for hanging till death but I am no more afraid. My
regret is that how come I could not save myself. After the rope is put around
my neck, I tell them that my last wish is that I would myself kick the stool I am standing on and no one should help me. Suddenly I am happy and smiling.
I smiled because I did not
die of because of hanging but of a heart attack. I felt GOD knew I was innocent
and did not let me die by hanging. I was so happy as my soul consciousness is
now aware of my innocence and carrying no guilt. I was buried and my grave
stone read “Dr. Christopher Ben ” 19....-19...” which meant I died at the age
of 38.
After my death I a pure white light and moved up fast, saw all my
soul mates again. Lesson learnt that life is just, no matter what happens God
knows everything and he will do Justice. The master soul blessed me and then I
knew I had to go back, I did not rest much.....
I am in Canada. I am a well
dressed and educated man and I love my family. Rioting is taking place. I pick
up both my kids, my son and daughter and ask my wife to hurry up. They are
attacking the villagers and killing them. My wife asks me to take the kids with
me and leave. She will come with neighbours and join me later. I reach the main
road and get into a cart/car with my son and daughter but the looks of the driver
of that car/cart were very uncomfortable. I just prayed that he drops us off to
a safe place and has no wrong intentions.
I am sad, I lost my wife because she never came that day. I am now
living with my children and we are in USA. I loved my wife no other woman came in
my life. I am a very well dressed successful and respected business man but
very sad and aloof. Very lonely!
I wear my best grey suit, my hat and even shoes and lie down in my
bed. I know it is time for me to go, so I am gone. I died a very calm
death. There is a huge gathering at the
church, my children and their families are there. My daughter has come from
some place far away. I am a pure white light moving up. I feel presence of my
wife here. She was my soulmate waiting for me. We joined each other and master
soul blessed us. My soulmate assured me that we would be together again in the
next life.
It was
such a blissful feeling ......................Now I know why i am so scared of
moving to Canada, as i had lost a soulmate in that land.
